Sunday, February 20, 2011 2/20/2011 07:58:00 PM

1st post after 1 and half month of slackness...

♥so i was SO BUSY with my life back then...
went for Nestle Professional Culinary Arts Awards 2011...
and took back a title...
was greatful...
i was very eager to win...
coz i hate losing....
i don't wanna lose to anyone that time...
so i pressured up myself alot...
till i even fall sick n lost my voice....
then when they day of competition...
i just had this feeling that i don't care anymore...
and just do my best....
there was some mistakes and hard times...
but pulled it through thank to my friends and lecturers...
with all the support i received....
i made everyone proud...

then after the competition was done...
that was the greatest moments in my life by far....
it felt a release....
winning or losing did not matter anymore....
i was proud of myself and my team...
i still remember that moment....
i was so joyfull...
until the night of the result ceremony....
then my battle was back on standby mode...

so i won and get a chance to get trained in Le Meridien Hotel...
together with Aiman who was the 1st runner-up....
who was being expected to have even more experience than me...
coz he did went through ALOT of competition...
and i only did once...
bravo to you too...
but good luck to both of us....
i really do wish u will get to get World Skills Competition though...
coz ur commitment in competition is so much more greater than me...
but we will still fight the battle together aye??

so now i'm in Le Meridien...
training as apprentice and also studying for my Advance Diploma....
i guess i was very attached to college....
i spent most of my time in college for the past few months...
and now suddenly i had to miss classes and only go back once a week...
it makes me "college sick" u know....
the attachment is juz too strong...
how i wish i lost and i can carry on with my life....
but still i hate to lose....
such a dillemma.....

anyway!
new year passed....
and i bought myself a new iPod Touch 4G....
AND my SE Satio!!!
now i feel like i'm a gadget gal....
with so many things in my pocket...
my prize money oso dried up....
angpao money only left some...
shall keep more more money....
and get myself another 1Terra External Hardisk!!
hahahahahaha!

oh well my life's been a mess lately....
slowly adjusting....
wish myself all the best...
and also ADC team.... =D