Thursday, February 26, 2009 2/26/2009 03:54:00 PM

another nice movie!!!

♥alright then.... i got confused on whether wanna watch wad movie tis morning... coz there's juz so many new movies!!! there's Seven Pounds, Role Models, Sex Drive, Street Fighter... so many!!! i wanted 2 watch all of it ady!!! but then.... better dun la... coz scared wait later broke!! hahahahaha... so in d end i chose Seven Pounds... coz it's Will Smith hu acted in d movie... n it's a nice movie... it make me a bit weird coz when da movie started... i dunno wad is da secret in d show... then later on only i know... wouldn't wanna tell bout it... in case u guys (hu reads my posts) would wanna watch it... so i'll juz keep it 1st... hahahahaha....

k then... wanna start refreshing myself with da work i've done in my training.... ciao~

2/26/2009 11:25:00 AM

randomised post...

♥in d morning... there's always so many things in my mind... coz once i wake up... mayb things start 2 get clear... every morning i will b very very quiet coz i dun even feel like talking... it's like i'm chewing gold... LOL! n i do realise tat i talk kinda soft... it's juz something so surprised 2 me!!

about 2 weeks ago... i went 2 pyramid n spend bout 1hour in MPH reading "who moved the cheese?"... then i find tat there are a few ppl hu really dun accept changes... n those hu actually accept changes... r afraid 2 change due 2 egoism... n oso da pride... coz scared a small little change... da expression or comments given r always so negative... n can't actually accept it... so rather b da "hem" instead.... how nice if every1 in da world reads tis book... i do know tat some of them do read it... but too bad it's not ALL of them....

then last week... i actually bought da book "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus".. juz reading da 2nd chapter...i kinda confused myself whetheri am da Martians or da Venusians... i have half da characteristics of both Martians and also da Venusians... i do keep myself in da cave 2 solve problems (which is a Martians' act).. n i also express my feelings out by talking 2 ppl i trusted (although i dun have 1) (which this is a Venusians' act)...

then i get myself thinking bout frens... mayb i got influenced by a fren in my form5... she now never wanna put "best frens" tis title 2 any1 of her frens... coz she scared tat 1 day she might get hurt again... she was hurt once... n vow not 2 get hurt again... i do actually agree with tis concept... with not having best frens... coz i get commited easily... so thus i get hurt easily too... since i have tis kind of thought locked in my self... where do i get a "some1-to-talk-to-fren" to express my feelings n problems to?? am i still considered as a Venusian?? then i locked myself in a cave to solve it myself instead... then i dun like telling ppl my problems anymore.. so does it make me a Martian then?? so i get myself confused too... i do have da characteristic of Venusians n also da Martians... which 1 shud i refer myself to when i am in a relationship??

anyway... everyday i need 2 wake up early 2 get da earliest train... morning will make me think too much then... juz more or less 1 more week left... then i might not need to take da earliest train anymore... juz hopefully then... i am very hopefull for it 2 happen too....

anyway... tat's all for now... gonna get going for a movie~~ ciao~

Monday, February 23, 2009 2/23/2009 08:11:00 PM

i lurve kitchen!!!

♥actually tis morning there's a lot in my mind on blogging de... but then.. when time passes... will juz forget it anyway..... i was trying 2 analizing my own personal character n also attitude... n wondering y ppl juz dun understand me... hmmm.... so da whole morning i was quiet (as usual la)... i'm always quiet in d morning la.....

alright... 2day is officially da 1st day i go pastry kitchen... well... i kinda like it oso la... coz there's a lot of things which i actually do not know... coz i like hot kitchen more compared 2 pastry... so there's a lot of things 2 learn... so 2day i did some tartlets for RC lounge... then help with afternoon tea set desserts n savoury... then did chocolate mousse... soft bun... bagel... n crepes (which they cancelled it half way due 2 change of menu).... in a day can do so many things... n i get 2 go bak at 5pm... which was earlier than i expected.... coz if in kitchen... i dun think can go bak so early... after pastry... i was told 2 go bak str8.... but i did not... coz i promised 2 go down 2 kitchen 2 help wadever is needed... so i went down.... then da pastry chef (Chef Helmi) caught me doing things for them... so ask me y am i still there.... n hu ask me 2 do da wrappings.... so i answered then he say i no need 2 do... say can go bak but dun wanna go bak... lol... i was thinking... "wad 2 do ma........ i LURVE kitchen~~"... haha.... but din say out loud la.... so i juz go bak lo... since he dun let me b there.... so tat's y get 2 come 2 college n on9 awhile....

alright... i think tat's all for now 1st... will on9 on thursday... since it's my off day... ciao~

Thursday, February 19, 2009 2/19/2009 11:49:00 AM

cuts cuts cuts n more cuts~!!!

♥alright then.... wanted 2 post a new post on monday actually... but ran out of time coz college library closes at 9pm... anyway... so i had a very very deep cut on my index finger... i was cutting mushroom for da condiment for making ommelette... then chop chop chop... chop tio my index finger.... then blood started 2 ooz out from my finger... it was a deep cut... let me describe it a lil' bit... u guys muz imagine it's on ur own finger oo.... look at ur index finger... then curve ur fingers until it look like a claw... put it on a flat table... then imagine a knife is going down ur index finger vertically... it goes down bout roughly 1cm deep.... done. so tat's how i cut my finger.... da blood non-stop coming out... i ran into da pantry area straight 2 wash da blood.... hoping tat it'll stop... but apparently it did not... so i have no choice... but 2 press it with da dirty cloth with me... then quickly went 2 da in-room-dining office... coz 1st aid box is over there... so saleha was there... mr. visva also... but he was busy... saleha quick quick have a look at my finger... then i showed it... blood still coming out ALOT!!! then call me go wash it again... imagine it's so pain n still call me go wash it... haihz... then she wanted 2 put burnol.. when i show her.. blood still come out... haha... cannot put yet... then pinch it with tissue again.. then show her... blood came out again... LOL... tis time pinch it ady... she quickly put burnol... managed 2 put it... but blood still came out from da "pile" of burnol cream!! so funny... it's alot of blood until it can non-stop become droplets... 1st time had such a deep cut.... then put plaster... then at least no need c blood coming out anymore... then continue with my cutting... but then my fren (a trainee also) say.. "tak apalah... saya buat.. u relak dulu"... so i no need 2 cut... coz they takut i cut my finger again kua... turn out cracking eggs!! =.='''

tat's my first cut... 2 days later.... cut my thumb again... not deep la... eversince da 1st cut... i brought like 4 plasters in my pocket... so tat can juz use it str8... seems tat i need 2 use it quite often also... haha.... tis cut happen when i was cisoler-ing shallots... also condiment for ommelette.... n it's da same knife!!! urgh!! guess da knife dun like me kua... haha... not so deep at least... so still ok....

then yesterday.... another cut!! on my middle finger... LOL!!! i was making fruit salad... so need 2 cut fruits into cubes... so was cutting cutting cutting.... cut 1 fuji apple... then got seed... then tot of removing it... so slanted my knife.. then take it out la... then it juz slip away from da apple n kena my middle finger... n thus... another cut.... not as deep as da 1st cut... but slightly deeper than da 2nd cut... blood will come out if dun but plaster... but not until droplets of blood la....

so tat's all bout da cuts i have... now bout da incident happen on monday... until i was so mad at myself... aihz.. so i broke a jar... it's a japanese jar... use 2 put da soy sauce for japanese cuisine 1... i feel 2 da floor n broke... i was so nervous... then they told da chef... then only i know tat it's quite expensive... then i felt bad... tat day da exec chef was on leave.. so at least i wont get scolding... but da chef have 2 call him n ask whether there's a replacement onot... n luckily tat they have another 1... but tat doesn't ease my mood... i was so down tat i have no strength 2 joke around n also talk... they keep pujuk me but it did not work also... i was juz mad at myself of my recklessness... aihz...

anyway... thing had 2 juz go on... right??? so tat's all for this post la... getting too long ady... ciao~

Thursday, February 12, 2009 2/12/2009 07:35:00 PM

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♥well... can't think of a title.. so i juz put "..." then... so i tot 2day i'll b buying a safety shoe in sunway pyramid... apparently i can't find tat shop... so no need buy lo... so i deposited my allowance into my account instead.... save 200 bucks!! lol... so i went for a movie... "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"... it's a nice n interesting show.... i juz picked it out since i dunno wan movie 2 watch.... lucky i chose tis instead of The Pink Panter 2... at 1st i tot tis show was something about homicide or mystery stuff... but it turn out 2 b a touching movie... kinda interesting... i'll not tell bout da story 1st... in case some of u wanna watch it... dun wanna spoil da anticipation... haha....

after movie... i went 2 MPH n read finish a book... "Who Moved The Cheese?".. it's not a fiction book... it's under da category of self-enrichment... i was suppose 2 check out da price of 1 book names "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus".. but it was too expensive... so then i saw tis "Cheese" book... coz i heard bout it during one of my training in Ritz-Carlton.... they mention bout it... so i got curious... so i read it... it's not a thick book... 1hour can read finish ady.... it's suppose 2 change some1's thinking bout certain changes which r always occurring in our daily lives... let's see whether it changes me onot....

so after reading... i wander around sunway pyramid... then decided wanna have dinner... wanna treat myself with a nice dinner... i got confused on whether 2 go to Italiannies or Michelangelo's... so in d end i went 2 Michelangelo's... ordered salad.. carbonara spaghetti... n a iced blended cappucino.... was so full... coz da carbonara is so rich in cream!! urgh!! eat too much will puke those type.... anyway... da salad was so sour!!! urgh!! but ady order it ady... if dun try wont know oso... next stop will b Italiannies then~~ da whole course costs me like 48 bucks!! lol!! da most expensive dinner i ever had!!!!

after eating then come bak mentari lo.... oso decided 2 on9 awhile... so go college... THEN I SAW EMMANUEL IN TAYLORS KITCHEN!!!! OMG!!! n i din know tat he's coming!!! frust!! too bad oso tat i'm in my training... cannot participate!!! sob sob!!! i saw Chef Karam, Chef Federic and Chef Bala all wear black chef jacket neh!!! so yao yeng la!!!! aihz... juz too bad i cannot participate in it..........

haihz... ok la... tat's all for 2day...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 2/11/2009 05:55:00 PM

kitchen in Ritz-Carlton...

♥i finally went in kitchen for my training... i was definately happy as long as i am in kitchen... it's not as busy as i thought... n things can actually b done very fast... (like today)... juz tat there's ppl hu like 2 laze around n doing things so slow... in d end they go bak late lo....

anyway... i got my allowance for da previous month ady!! n i'm gonna spend it on........................................................................ SAFETY SHOES!!!! (=.=''')... n mayb treat myself for a movie also... since 2mr's my off day... wooho!!!!

alright... i think tat's all for 2day then... will update again soon...

Friday, February 6, 2009 2/06/2009 11:10:00 AM

not a so gud day ytd...

♥ytd i worked 3pm shift... so obviously i need 2 take a cab bak home la.... but b4 tat... when i'm still in da hotel... i say my shoe... n da bottom there broke into half!!! omg!! so faz.... anyway tat shoe almost a year ady la... so it was pronounced dead on 5th february.... n 2day... later i'm gonna wear my new shoe... n i bet tat it'll hurt like hell...

so bak 2 da cab situation... ytd i took monorail 2 kl sentral... n i tot tat since it's not yet midnight... i'll juz slowly tak emy time go up 2 da taxi counter lo.... but manatau.. they charge me midnight charge!!! urgh!! so geram!!! then still use high way somemore... need pay another extra 1.60 somemore!!! so damm angry... but if i laze around there n try 2 bargain... i might end up paying midnight fare oso la... coz if tat guy dun wan.. then bo bian go find other ppl... oso same thing ma.... so i was so so so angry!!!! ugh!!!!

anyway.... 2day muz run 2 monorail.... then run 2 kl sentral again... cannot afford 2 pay rm25 juz for a ride home!!!!!

alright... tat's all!~

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 2/04/2009 03:27:00 PM

confused...

♥everyday... going 2 work by ktm n monorail.... seeing all sort of ppl... makes me think n wonder tat... y ppl can juz get da love they wan juz so easily... for me is easy... coz i never get 1.... for them mayb b hard... coz they fight for it.... but i juz dun understand tat my fate is such tat i juz couldn't find 1?? i'm always so envious of them... having some1 hu cares n understands u... n for now... i only think tat no1 every understands me... only me hu understand myself... tat's y i prefer 2 b alone.... i'll juz b happy when i'm alone... doing stuffs which i like without thinking bout other ppl's feelings n so on... juz continue with wad i like only... it's juz so nice of it.... but when u're alone again... u tend 2 c thinks clearly... observe ppl clearer.... n u get 2 think tat y ur life is not like them... y ur life is juz so ordinary.... y their lives r so different... so amazing n wonderfull... n i guess tat tat's juz wad my life r meant for anyway... my life is created like such... n so it'll b then... but still... da confusion is always there.... aihz...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 2/03/2009 12:15:00 PM

i kinda like morning shift...

♥well... i did mention in my earlier posts tat i dun like lobby lounge at all... bcoz of some reasons.... i'm not here 2 say tat i changed my mind bout it... but there's still things when i still dun like it... i know da true reason behind it... like when things start 2 get busy n so on... juz 1 small little mistake... it will juz trigger da grenade... n tat makes me hate it coz y can't ppl juz calm down n think of a way 2 solve it?? rather than "pili-pala" n wasting their time while they wanna get things done quick?? tat's juz too ironic!!

anyway... i think i started 2 like morning shift... coz there's so many things 2 do.... n time will juz pass by in a flash... but i am yet 2 discover whether night shift is better or not... coz after my tis 2 off days... i'll b working night shift for only 2 days... lol! guessed i dun get exposed 2 night shifts too much... anyway... wad i can do is juz b contented... n try 2 get out of tat place as soon as possible... i dun mind da hardship which will occur in da kitchen next week... as long as i get out of lobby lounge... i think i'll juz b fine...

mayb i'm juz being too sensitive... but tat's wad i am... n tat's wad i am actually proud off... coz i'll b aware of changes which will either not b wad i wanted 2 see or hear... or i can act 2 it faster so tat things will turn better n other ways.... now tat i dun think tat over-sensitivity is a bad thing... for me it might b gud... i juz have 2 accept it tat way.....

looking forward 2 get out of lobby lounge n step into kitchen.... booyah!!!