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Monday, July 27, 2009 7/27/2009 09:32:00 PM
looong day..... ♥haihz..... so my mum had a minor surgery.... me n my bro go hospital in da morning.... wait wait wait.... 12 something only say can go in ward.... then wait wait wait.... 4 something only finish da surgery..... i dun mind da time.... BUT!!! it's da ppl i am with.... which is my so-called suddenly concerned DAD! my mum n dad was separated.... then suddenly... SUDDENLY.... he called every1 in da family.... wtf sia... suddenly show so concern la bla bla bla.... even called my mum.... we all oso so lazy 2 layan him.... argh!!! he's freaking me out.... then got 1 aunty fren... she say let me allow him 2 be alone with my mum.... then y ask me?? u go ask my mum la... i cannot decide for them.... da condition is whether my dad really wans it... or my mum wans it... dun simply make assumption saying tat "u oso wan them 2 be bak 2gether again rite?" those kind of things.... i did not acknowledge ur assumption... but i anwer u ... "depends"... with tis answer... i guess ur assumption is kinda wrong bah... i dun wan them 2 b back.... i wan them separated! if my mum decides 2 b with him back again... then tat's not my problem.... but if u ask me... my answer will b "i dun wan it".... i rather them separated..... lucky 2mr i working... if not... i dun think i can bare another more days with him... he's juz so annoying la!!! not being gentlemen.... making stupid assumptions.... keep complain complain.... so wad if we din tell u tat my mum got cancer??? so wad??? hu cheated on her at da 1st place? hu made her come 2 kl at 1st place? hu made her 2 b independent in a new environment like kl at 1st place?? IT'S U!!!! then dun blame us children hu din tell u..... one thing is my mum dun wan tell u... another thing is WE dun wan tell u either.... tell u oso no use.... not tat u can help on anything... wad oso dunno! n then... b4 i started my course... i've already told u tat I'M TAKING CULINARY ARTS!!!!! NOT NURSING!!! NOT ACCOUNTANCY!!!! NOT TEACHER!!! N NOT FORM6!!!! get it??? i told u b4... a few times... u din acknowledge it... u din listen 2 wad i've said... u din pay attention.... N DUN BLAME IT ON ME!!! WTF sia! so wad... i've taken tis course for like a year liao... u din even tot of paying a single cent... y care so much? y complain 2 other ppl? y blame it on me? aarrggghhhh!!!! FAN AH!!!!! u come kl then everything juz turned UP SIDE DOWN!!!!
Saturday, July 25, 2009 7/25/2009 08:12:00 PM
tattoos i've got.... ♥ every in Cuisine Studio... will always get a souvenir or a tattoo bak home after their training... or mayb more than 1.... n laz few days... i got A FEW.... i wanted 2 blog it from it was burnt till it got heal... but... guess it'll take more than a week bah.... i got a hot water burnt on sunday laz week... then yesterday... which is friday... i got a long burnt from a hot wire rack... which juz came out from the oven...... here's some pictures of it.....  din take da day1 picture since it's not visible... so tis is day 2.... of water burnt  then day 3 was juz da same... so tis is day 4....   then i was off on thursday.... then friday.... came out with tis long burnt from a wire rack... at my right arm.... then kena a small burnt on da burnt part of my hand again... formed a small blister over there.....   then at the end of tat day... da long cut on my arm turned a lil' bit brown.... n tat burnt on my hand got wrinkles!!!!   then day 6... which is 2day saturday... it became like tis... da and 1 got more wrinkles... da long cut get more pecah-ed blisters..... pain pain... =(   THEN AT NITE!!!! it turned 2 tis.... no laaa.... my mum pounded some supplement... then make it wet n put it on my hand n arm... so turn 2 tis lo.... IT'S NOT ROTTEN AHHHHHH....... so i wonder wad tattoos i will get more.....
Thursday, July 23, 2009 7/23/2009 09:36:00 PM
wah..... ♥it's been a long time i haven't open my blog.... n i din even update on my current feelings at all.... so out of a sudden... i felt like blogging... i'm having mix feelings almost everyday.... but whenever i have a chance 2 actually do something when i on9.... i'll juz get 2 4get it.... but not 2day i guess.... i always felt weird y when ppl r happy when they get wad they wan.... not weird.... but envious.... i never really get wad i want.... unless it's da things i strive it myself.... ppl can juz get wad they wan when there's no effort at all... n they juz get it.... sometimes i wish i was another person... having a new life.... having a new family... having a new me... but sometimes.... things happen for a reason... n i till now i still dun get tat reason.... i still dun understand da meaning behind it.... for a certain time being.... i was being grateful tat i am still single.... but at da same time i'm feeling so sad tat i am still single... i never had d aurora tat ppl have... ppl have d attraction n attention... whereas i do not.... i always think tat wad ppl wan is juz perfection... n sometimes i hope tat ppl like d inner-heart instead of d outer looks.... but till now... i still see it happening.... ****************** haihz.... training aint' tat gud either now... it kinda sux when da head chef is around... i got scolded when i was at da wrong place at da wrong time.... n all i can do is do wadever he is nagging... n keep it inside... while ppl think it is a joke n laugh at me coz i got scolded... then when days passed... he started telling mean jokes... n every1 likes 2 joke around... not including me.... i am so innocent tat i am always da topic of da joke.... i ain't a piece of joke... i'm there 2 learn things.... n i'm still in da process of learning.... i can let u joke me for once or twice... but plz learn how 2 stop it.... but anyway they did not... n all i can do is juz smile around lo.... wan me b gl i oso cannot... coz i dunno how to... n i dun wan to either... coz it sux.... i've been telling frens bout it... they say i think too much... but sometimes... when things come in our ways.... we juz couldn't avoid thinking bout it.... certain things can joke bak... but.... it ain't easy 2 cover da inner feelings.... it's juz too hard.... ******************* anyway... i'm bak 2 mapling... but slacking most of da times.... mayb tat's da only time when i can express my feelings 2 others bah.... coz they dunno me... i dunno them.... can express better... tat's y i din blog for quite sometime....... so anyway.... tat's all..... ciao~
Sunday, July 5, 2009 7/05/2009 07:44:00 PM
sad ♥i was planning 2 update my blog.... coz i have been suffering from various issues n problem... but then.... as u all know la... i'm bak 2 mapling... n whenever i maple.... i'll juz chat 2 strangers.... n tok bout my feelings n stuffs... so i dun even feel like blogging.... anyway... tis blog is privatise.... no point updating oso la.... LOL... no ppl see oso....... |
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