Sunday, May 31, 2009 5/31/2009 02:07:00 AM

again....

♥i dunno y... everytime i'm in da toilet... i tend to think alot... n i mean ALOT~!!! things juz pop-ed out... n it's always da bad ones which i dun like... haihz... coz it reminds me on how bad some1's behaviour is.....

so she is bugging me 2 give blog invitation 2 her... which obviously i would not give... coz i DUN WAN TO~!!! lol.... it is so obvious tat i dun wanna let her read ady... coz if i would wanna let her read... i've shud b giving her blog invitation ady.... like duh~~~ how can she b so slow in interpreting ppl's actions??? anyway u were never fast.... teehee :))

at least there's no more misen-place... no need 2 see ur face so tat often i guess... but still... needa eat dinner with u all da times.... next time i'll juz give u excuse bah... saying tat i wanna save money... n eat at home... think tat'll work??? mayb it will... i hope so then...

anyway... tat's bad tat when i'm in a toilet... n thinking bout u... means... u're juz always on my nerves... haha......

Friday, May 29, 2009 5/29/2009 09:46:00 PM

too much!!!

♥i've been visiting some of my fren's facebook... n i find out tat their life r so interesting... n mine is juz??? bored... i juz dun get it... y can't i juz have a normal n simple life when i'm still in college??? y muz i always worry bout future n financial where all my frens can juz spend wadever they wan coz their parents know how 2 give them money on time??? y can't my frens surrounding me can juz b a fren hu i can really talk to??? till now i still dun have 1.... tat's juz so frustrating.....

it is sometimes so ironic tat when i dun wanna b lonely... i find ppl... when i wanna b alone... i make ppl upset... but i dun like having frens... n da same time i am still looking for frens... my life is so much of imbalance... tat 1 day i juz couldn't take it!!!

so frens... i went tru round n round... nobody i can find 2 express myself out... i juz got so jealous on how ppl could juz b so charismatic... n i am juz a..... total loser... haihz...

dun feel like saying anything anymore... might continue it later....

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 5/20/2009 01:15:00 PM

pissed!!

♥so monday we did misen-place again.... n of coz again... i got pissed... as usual we did wad we're suppose 2 do... n i will always got pissed on da same issue everytime i'm in misen-place n oso in applied tech... tis issue will never change....

tis time i need 2 also make a cake 4 my fren n for la brioche... i need 2 make cheesecake, sponge cake, choco mousse... n i even help my fren 2 prepare da ingredients 4 da fruit mousses.... all i asked her 2 do is juz crush da biscuits for da cheese cake n brush da mold only... it took her d entire whole day... she is always so slow.... i can't stand it... there's always no point in asking her 2 check da oven n stuffs... coz eventually she'll she forget bout it... so i have 2 stress myself up all da time coz i need 2 do 2 things at da same time.... or sometimes more than 2 things....

so tis time i did not ask her 2 check d oven for me or wad... i hate it when she always give so much of opinions n complaints tat i dun even like 2 hear!!! it's juz so annoying.... n obviously da whole day i was annoyed... all she can do is complain n complain where wad she do is juz standing there or walking around doing nothing practically.... argh!!!

oh ya... b4 da misen-place... she got into my nerves!!! in MPW class... i got 2 know tat 1 of our exams will b on saturday... so i got curious coz y on earth will they put it on saturday?!?!?! so i keep asking for a logic answer... n all she can asnwer me is "coz it's not sunday"... argh!!! i did wanna slap her... n i really did coz it's so annoying... but it's not considered a slap... coz i juz use my palm 2 push her face... argh!!! shud have shouted... i can't stand it at all... it's so annoying...

then in misen place... ppl some some serious question... n comes out her bullshit answers... "coz it's not (da opposite of wad ppl asked)"..."in my ass"... argh!!! can't u juz shut up for once??? i have my own personal life... wad msgs come 2 my fon is not ur business... muz always see izit??? wad ever things are bothering me is not ur business either... coz it's all bout U!!!

yesterday... juz ask u 2 carry some stuffs oso cannot oh?? i have been carrying all these things without any complaints for a few weeks... now let u carry it for 1 time oso need 2 show ur attitude problem??? ppl sick ady cannot carry u wanna ask ppl 2 carry for u??? my bag ady so heavy u still wan me 2 carry ur bloody file which is so light only??? if it's so "heavy"... dun bring lo!!! i dun get y is it so hard 2 make urself more hardworking??? u seriously have tis own self attitude problem n still like 2 blame other ppl n not looking into urself!!!

there's juz so much of things 2 say bout u... n i'm not surprise tat 1 day i'll juz stop entertaining u... coz if 1 day u step on my tail again... it's gonna b over...

Saturday, May 16, 2009 5/16/2009 01:12:00 PM

too much in my head!!!

♥so... now it's already mid term... when it comes 2 mid term... we all know tat it's mid term TESTS!!!!!! so i have piles of test next week... n i need 2 make a bday cake for my fren... n i need 2 memorise a stupid blardy difficult french song!!!

but all this i can handle it... so no worries... wad i am always frustrated about is always da ppl around me... ytd there was a bday party for my ex-groupmate... i din go... coz i dun feel like going... plus i dun like him.... they say go for da sake of him... but i dun think it's worth going if it's da sake of him... say go 4 da sake of an elder... i dun think i'll go too... coz i dun really like her too..... plus i need 2 pay 50bucks... n do i drink alot?? NO!!!! wad's da point in going then? waste money 4 nothing???

so i din go... i juz dun get some of da ppl where they only know how 2 think bout themselves n neglected other ppl's feelings... there's frens tat have financial prob but still go... coz they have no choice... they can't make their own decision... coz if they do... u give da fcuk-ed up face... n every1 will juz hate u even more!!! n there's some of them hu like 2 persuade ppl in doing something so irrational... i dun wanna go means i dun wanna go... i have my own reasons n plz respect it... ur family is in KK so u can't b with them... it's not my business 2 suffer 2gether with u... i have my own family too... n i can b 2gether with them... so let me b with them!!! i really do hope tat we dont stay 2gether when we're in puchong... if not... it's either i go suicide myself... or i'll juz turn into a psycho!!!

monday there's misen-place... n sometimes i juz hope u're not even there 2 help... ask u 2 b fast oso turn out 2 be so SLOW!!! like laz week.... u r suppose 2 do sponge... go get ingredients half way... wad u do?? stand there n do nothing.... even if u're moving... u're like slower than a SNAIL~!! so in d end i do all da sponge cake... i do twice n u're still dunno doin wad.... oh i know.... BRUSH DA MOULD WITH BUTTER N PLACE BAKING PAPER ONLY FOR DA WHOLE ENTIRE TIME!!!!!!! n say ppl dunno how 2 work... y not look urself in da mirror n c whether u can work onot...

i got so pissed of during AT.... i am doing my things... can say tat i helped u peel potatoes ady.... i helped u do da tomato skin decor ady.... still wanna order me 2 do ur things??? oven cannot close urself ah?? take out things then juz close la... can open dunno how 2 close izit??? come early n take ur own skillard la.... y come take mine?? wan take oso like it's urs... eventhough u use da word "please"... it seems 2 b an order 2 me.... so next week i dun wanna work on da same side with u... coz u're making me slow!!! handle everything URSELF!!!

urgh!!! there's juz so much of non-stop complaints 2 u!! dun say u know how 2 think... my brain always move faster than u until i missed out some of da things... doesn't mean tat u're smart... but ur thinking is juz so so so SHALLOW..........

tat's it... dun wanna tok bout u ady... make my mood goes bad... tat's all!

Saturday, May 9, 2009 5/09/2009 01:03:00 PM

i need 2 control......

♥so... as usual laz monday we had our misen-place... i was in-charged in making mocha brownies... well... i was burnt on da skin side.... but luckily it was nice lo... everything went well...

then comes on tuesday... la brioche's business wasn't gud... only made roughly 280 profit only.... haihz....wad 2 do... most of da students went 3 months summer break~... =(

so there was extra ingredient... was looking at da ingredients... then tot of making spaghetti... since got bell pepper and tomatoes... so i told my fren lo... she sure la excited oso... coz can get decent food... i was initially excited... coz i long time din cook at home liao ma... but after cooking n so on... eating finish... my tat fren wanna continue staying at my house 2 do homework... she la wanna watch 2 movies in a time... by tat time watch finish oso ady 12am!!! then need do homework somemore... ask her go bak do she dun wan... coz she wont do..... wth!!! i got pissed... str8 no mood... i tot if she go bak after watching... i can actually sleep str8... no need 2 entertain her at all... but yet.............. urgh!!!!

i have no choice but 2 tolerate.......then da next day... she say she felt like watching movie and eat mcd.... but she shud understand tat i was in my tight situation tat I DUN HAVE MONEY!!!!! i guess she dun understand wad i felt kua.... in d end i still have 2 compromise her by eating mcd... but din go watch movie... coz she dun wanna go in da daytime... which will have student price.... she wanna go at nite... so i say i dun wan and tell her tat i have no money...

sometimes she juz wouldn't let me b alone... STOP BEING A LEECH PLZ!!!! s'il vous plait!!!!! onegai!!! tolong!!!! 拜托!!!!! urgh~ i juz couldn't stand her... walk oso slow... work oso slow.......... THINK OSO SLOW!!!!!!!!!!!! dun say ppl r slow when u r slow too!!!!

anyway tat's all.... next week gonna start all over again......

Sunday, May 3, 2009 5/03/2009 06:59:00 PM

rotten...

♥my blog is getting rotten and rotten-ier~!!!

kay.... so tis week we're gonna have another la brioche... i will b making cappuccino brownies 2mr... hope it turns out well la... so i offered 2 ask then whether they have anything 2 buy.... of coz they have lo... no need 2 say sure got de la~~ so i bought until almost 60 bucks... but unfortunately couldn't get cocoa powder and peppermint essence... so ask fren 2 go buy if she goes sunway lo... n again... which i've expected.. she wont b going 2 sunway n buy.... n 1 of da reason will be tat she is LAZY!! thank goodness i din approve her 2 gain access 2 read my blog man... there r reasons where i dun wan her read anyway... can't imagine tat i need tolerate her for another 3 years... haihz.... luckily next training i'll b in damansara.... peace!!!!!!!!

alright.... 2mr i juz dun wanna care so much... gonna do my brownies on my own... they do their stuffs... dun have 2 kacao me... (hopefully la....).... but morning need 2 walk 2 pyramid go get da essense again......... another hardwork where ppl dun seem 2 notice........