Monday, March 30, 2009 3/30/2009 10:42:00 PM

Zwilling VS Victorinox

♥2day went 2 1u for some window shoppings.... then saw zwilling knives!!! argh!! dunno wanna buy a new paring knife from zwilling or not... haihz... honestly speaking i can afford 4 it lo... then i saw victorinox brand... oso quite reasonable lo.... haihz.... still deciding wanna buy it or not lei~~~~

anyway... aunt from SG came... need 2 entertain her when needed.... 2mr need 2 bring her go makan breakfast.... so tat's all i guess...

Sunday, March 29, 2009 3/29/2009 09:55:00 PM

industrial training FINISHED!!!!!!

♥so ytd waas my laz day of training... n friday was my bday.... my bday is juz nth special anyway... an unsurprise surprise is given... the staff wanted 2 gimme a cake... but in d end i found out da cake b4 we even celebrated... n din actually celebrate... coz was too busy...

i'm gonna miss chef hilmi, chef fauzi n chef firdaous..... sobs~!!!! ytd b4 i go bak... managed 2 say thank u n goodbyes 2 them... luckily got da earth hour dinner thingy... if not won't have da chance 2 thank them ady...... i am so gonna miss them larh!!!! no worries... 8th april balik c them again.... hiak hiak.....

so now bak 2 damansara... need 2 start cracking my head on 2nd training placements... trianing report... gonna start studying soon.... financial probs will b a problem again... i hope not la.... every weekend will come bak damansara bah... will save more money... need backups..... aihz.....

so it's juz like tis for 2day lah~

Monday, March 23, 2009 3/23/2009 06:59:00 PM

went midvalley 2day~!!!

♥so 2day's my off day... went 2 college library at 8.30 like tat... coz gonna buy some pastry stuff from a fren.... juz bought 1 set of cookies cutter... 1 small piping bag... n 3 nozzles... all coz me bout 50 bucks... which is still inside my budget.... but i tot tis month can save a lil' bit more money.... but i guess NOT.... then i keep it in my locker... then only i found out tat it had expired like 3 months ago!! lol!! 2mr have 2 go 2 da office 2 renew it... if not deposit gone n all my things in there will get confiscated....

then i sat ktm 2 midvalley.... i guess da train was late bah... coz got a many ppl there... then reached midvalley... go GSC n buy movie ticket... watched City of Ember... quite interesting... da whole cinema hall only got 6 ppl watching including me!! LOL~ then go walk da whole midvalley... juz window shop anyway... but i realized i wanna buy quite a lot of things lei... i fell in love with 1 of da Vincci shoe... not bad lei... but no offer.... shall wait till there's offer... wakakaka~~ then go buy again... i'm a shoe freak but got no money 2 buy... haihz... shame shame...

then i finally bought a mug... wanted 2 buy it in 1u at 1st... but then din buy coz kinda expensive... then saw 1 shop selling it... only 1 pattern la... but got 70% discount lei... n da pattern oso not bad lo... i din buy at 1st... i went round midvalley 2 c whether got other shops selling nicer ones onot... then saw A LOT in MPH.... but it costs 25.90 for 1 mug... but 40 for 2 mugs... i was thinking thinking thinking.... i dun need 2 mugs wor.... but there's quotes there which r meaningfull wor......... then drag drag drag..... in d end turn up buying da 70% 1... which only cost me 5 bucks!!! LOL!!!

so now i'm bak in college library again... gonna go find some books 2 read... but too bad i 4got 2 bring my student card... =.=''' silly me.... alrite... tat's all~~

ANOTHER 5 MORE DAYS OF FREAKING TRAINING!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 20, 2009 3/20/2009 09:42:00 PM

i am juz so not special.....

♥so 2day i watched Watchmen... n it sucks!!! dun wanna talk bout it.. anyway.. when i was walking 2 ktm station from da monorail station... i was thinking tat y ppl like 2 ask me bout paktor... they will either ask me whether am i in a relationship... or y i dun wanna paktor....

wad i can really answer is tat "let fate decide"... wad's there 2 force it... rite? then i was thinking... my life is bored... i dun drink n smoke (1 topic less)... i dun have internet at home... i dun call ppl when i'm bored... i dun even have a close fren coz i never really bliv in it... i dun have internet at my apartment... i dun listen 2 music much... i dun have a tv in my apartment... eventhough i have... i dun even watch much... so i do have a boring life... INDEED....

then i'm not as pretty as ppl.. no looks... no body... no reasons 4 me 2 find some1... but i do feel envious on ppl... they could juz get 2 find some1 right 4 them (some not)... but at least... they have da guts...

actually i do have lots of stuff 2 blog about... but now... mood not tat emo... so tat's enuf...

Monday, March 16, 2009 3/16/2009 09:28:00 PM

WHICH 1?!?!?!?!??!?!?

♥OK~.. i'm deciding which colour shud i buy.... current status is wine on black.... please give some opinion....

3/16/2009 08:42:00 PM

hmm....

♥i really hate it when blogs bcome public.... n u can't post something sensitive into it.... but wad's da point in creating another blog where no1 could read it?? u're still expressing it in tat blog n nobody will b giving it comments... n nobody will know wad u think... right?? doesn't make sense...

well... actually my head is filled with a lot of things 2 post in tis post... but then when it get's crowded with so many complicated stuffs... i guess i'll juz keep in inside me rather than letting every1 know.... coz not everything can let ppl know bout wad i feel... it's case-sensitive...

alright... so 2day's my off day... went 2 do dana... then go cut hair (finally)... then came home.... 2mr will go watch movie with mum... mayb 2 movies.... depends on da time... then will go bak sunway.... starting work on wednesday... n it's morning shift.... so after work... i'm gonna watch movie... n i'm deciding 2 watch EVERYDAY~~~ i know... i admit it... i'm totally crazy...... =p

alright... tat's all... dun wanna write liao.......

Thursday, March 12, 2009 3/12/2009 08:42:00 AM

2 days in a row man!!!

♥wao~~~ juz started club lounge like 2 days only... 1st day i screw up a service.... 2nd day i broke 2 beer glasses!!! LOL! wad a weird training in club lounge man.... thank god esther wasn't there... but i bet tat later i go work sure will find out de... aihz...

anyway.... leg hurts!! hate heels man!! juz hope time will pass by FASTER!!! everytime go bak from work so sad sia... tuesday kena stalked by a negro from monorail 2 kl sentral... keep following me... luckily i say i stop at subang jaya... coz he went n buy ktm ticket oso... but dunno where he go... phew!! urgh!! disgustin!!

so... needa go makan then study... they're gonna let me b in da bar 2day... (like wad they said la)... wonder y they still let me go in da bar where i juz broke 2 beer glasses!! a bit cookoo~~

alright.... tat's all~

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3/11/2009 08:58:00 AM

so embarassing!~~

♥so i started my new training place in Ritz-Carlton Club Lounge.... everything went fine n abit slow for me... new department ma... sure will slow abit la..... so then i realise time passes by juz so slowly!!! urgh!!then there's tis table... i go pour beer lo.... then da beer bottle fell from my tray!!! then da beer all spilled 2 tis lady guest... who dun drinks!!! omg!!! so embarassing!!! felt so bad...

anyway... there was a function in da hotel.... n da kitchen was suppose 2 cook for 70 pax.... N I'M NO MORE IN DA KITCHEN!!!! WTH!!! i miss kitchen a lot.... how could they do tis 2 me??? i leave only got big function like tat... URGH!!!! sad sad!

so tat's all.... gonna go work now.... ciao~

Monday, March 9, 2009 3/09/2009 06:33:00 PM

changed of blogspot add~~

♥lol... so i've changed da blogspot add to-------------------------------> passion-rulez.blogpost.com

i'd created tis blog coz i tot tat i was in love.... tat's y it's x3luv4eva.... but then tat short wasting relationship ended long time ago.... n i dun wanna b reminded all da time... so y not i change it 2 passion-rulez.... coz since i have passion in food n cooking.... so i think tis blog name is appropriate....

alright... 2day's my off day... (yay!!)... but so sad tat i've ended my kitchen training....... now bak 2 F&B training again.... have 2 b a bodek-er in tat department.... which is not my experty...... juz hope i'll b fine there... as many of them were'nt..... i think i have da benefits though... 1st of all i speak mandarine... since i was from chinese skool... so kaotim 1 lady over there ady.... then i'm from kelantan.... which is a place of malayssssssss..... n it's interesting bout kelantan... especially da language..... keno kecek kelate doh!!!! omg... i suck in it... =.=''' so tis kaotim da malays there.... wakakakakaka..... so i think i shud b fine....

2mr gonna start work at 1... at least i can sleep longer.... no need like da past few weeks.... need 2 wake up at 5.45am every morning.... then go bak late... work more than 8 hours!! urgh!! tiring!! but i still like kitchen... so no worries....

alright.... so tat's all for 2day.....

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 3/03/2009 01:21:00 PM

confusion again....

♥yesterday went dinner with college frens... we're been busy with training n seldom go out 2gether already... so we went 2 McD 1st... then start chatting n chatting.... tok bout training stuffs... then 1 of my fren is also confuse on y on earth he chose culinary... i was also doubting it la... i pay rm30k juz 2 study culinary arts for 2 blardy years... n juz in a condition tat i dun continue degree... i'll b out 2 work in a hotel.. juz let say tat da basic is only rm300... with 2 points for a start... n 1 point is juz rm250... 1 month salary will juz only b like rm800?!?!?!?! even da allowance my dad gave me is 100 bucks higher!!! it's juz so ridiculous in a sense of it!!

2 escape tis kind of situation will juz b very very very gud in it... i need 2 climb up 2 mayb a cdp rank at least 2 escape it... but i still doubt bout da salary... not juz da salary which is ridiculous... imagine tat ur shift starts at 6am.. obviously have 2 reach there early la... somemore stay quite far from working place... means have 2 wake up averagely like 4am?? then start work in kitchen... with a stressfull conditions n hot places.... then only around 6pm can go bak... sometimes later.... da time u get bak home is already nite time... where's da sunlight?? where's da life?!?!?! somemore if u have a family... with a wife/husband.. with children.... i dun think there's a life.....

tis kind of thing will juz make us hu take tis course have some doubt in it.... while working still need 2 work like shit... cook all da great food in da world... for ppl 2 EAT... n wad we get is sweats n blood... we need 2 starve ourselve juz 2 finish some unfinished work... it juz doesn't even make sense isn't it???

but then... there's still a tinsy binsy little passion there in me... so i'm still sticking 2 tis industry no matter wad... i am not going 2 regret it.... n tat's FINAL!! hmph!