Wednesday, April 29, 2009 4/29/2009 12:09:00 PM

i am glad....

♥i am sort of kinda glad tat i'm not in group1... coz there's so many thing tat i dun really get y r they so childish.... i juz can't stand being 2gether with them... coz they r some sort like dun even care bout ur feelings.... so wad's da point in always joining them??

like ytd... we a bunch of us go hocatsu... then decided 2 go pyramid lo... had lunch there... then we went 1u lo... since most of them nevery go there b4... so go go go... then me see vincci sure go in there la... then they say guys will walk their way... gals will walk our way... like wad?? so beh join man!! useless ppl... juz know how 2 think bout themselves only...

well... it's gud tat i'm no more in group1... coz i dun need 2 tolerate u anymore... hu always like 2 think tat u know everything!! which u dont at all!!! look urself in a mirror 1st... kay?? then only go start show off with other ppl.... all i can say is... try not 2 ba a smart-ass... ppl dun like u anyway... they're juz acting 2 compromise u only...

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kay... later gonna see u guys mayb... but since u guys so beh join 2 go sushi buffet... so i'll juz go with another fren lo.... ciao..

Monday, April 27, 2009 4/27/2009 10:21:00 AM

backed!!!

♥ok... i know it's late 2 post tis post.... but anyway... i'm bak in group2.... yay!! of coz i was from group1.... but i found out tat group2 is slightly better than group1.... got less conflict....

anyway... now my fren keep bugging me 2 give her permission 2 read my blog... n i dun feel like letting her read... wakakakaka.... there's so many things which i dun like bout her... i play games on fon she tot i'm sms-ing some1.... like wad??? eventhough i did sms some1.... muz i tell u hu is it??? i still have my personal life ok?? obviously i can't stay in mentari during da weekend.... coz i'll die...

all i can say is... plz stay out of my personal life man!!

Thursday, April 16, 2009 4/16/2009 04:11:00 PM

chenge or dun change??

♥so... at 1st programme office did not call me... so i guessed tat i was a "no" for me 2 change groups... but then... yesterday chef bala gave a talk... regarding the changing group issue la... n he did mention 2 ppl might b changing... then group5 ppl... so kepo.... say no1 is changing!! argh!!... so then i tot it was doomed ady lo... coz da way he say like he dun let ppl change anymore.... but manatau today he called... also with another fren hu requested to change was called too... i was having 2nd thoughts ytd... thinking tat dun wan change ady... but dunno y today come college... then feel like i can't tahan them anymore.... so tat's y i told chef tat i would like to change... so he say he will change... but muz c da big boss let onot... keep fingers cross again!! hopefully can la... if not will b so stressfull... now oso start 2 have flu ady.... haihz....

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 4/14/2009 09:47:00 AM

argh!!

♥ok... my previous post i wrote tat i dun wanna think of going 2 college while i'm still in group5... and i think i am correct bout it...

yesterday i heard 1 of my ex-classmate managed to go bak to group2... which he is suppose 2 go 2 group1... and i got carried away i guess... i oso wanna go bak... i can't stand it anymore...i dun care it's fair or not fair 4 them... it's also not fair for me ady... so i wouldn't care... so i wrote a letter 2 da programme office after my class ytd... and apparently da person-in-charge was attending a parent... so i couldn't get an answer for it... so now... morning... i come n find her again... she ask y i wanna go bak there... of coz i got communication barrier with group5 ppl la... then she say group1 is full ady... then i say group2 lo... she checked... but actually can still masuk in... she still say tat we have too many ppl in each groups... tat's y pull every1 out to group5 all those nonsense... then now she has to call chef bala... n i got a feeling tat he wont let me go bak 2 group1/2....

haihz... have to worry another day....... if no response... i have no choice but 2 call my mum 2 come ady.......

Sunday, April 12, 2009 4/12/2009 08:49:00 PM

i dun wanna go bak college...

♥as usual... juz now in toilet... i was thinking bout 2mr going bak 2 college ady... i really dun feel like going bak... da feeling of wanna cry but cannot cry out is bak again... i really dunno wad will happen anymore... wad i've expected to happen has turn out to be something which i dun wan it to happen... it sucks... and i have approximately 10 more weeks to endure them!! 10 MORE WEEKS!!! i seriously can't wait to go bak 2 industrial training mode... i really can't wait for it... tis is da 1st time i wish tat i can leave college as soon as possibe... haihz..........

Saturday, April 11, 2009 4/11/2009 11:36:00 PM

mind your own business!!!

♥i juz dunno y... whenever i see ur face... or even juz your name.... u juz make me pissed off... can't u juz mind your own business n stop "advertising" yourself???? do u know how sick it is when u always brag about yourself??? u never even pay attention on wad we say n juz being so "eager" to continue with ur "advertisement"!!! i know u do look in da mirror everyday juz 2 make urself dress up nice... but too bad... there's no reflection 4 u to see bout urself coz u never did... wad's da mirror for anyway??

wad's wrong in having big ass?? muz u tell me tat i have a big ass??? i dun think so... i do aware bout it... n i dun need u to remind me bout it.... wad's wrong in it?? can't i have it?? can't i be wad like to be?? muz i need u 2 tell me wad to be??? tis is me or u?? so y can't u ju mind ur own fking business and stay out of mine... next time when u say tat again... i'm juz gonna throw out all those shit onto ur face... stop making urself like u're da "i-know-everything guy"... all i can say is u're juz a lame old person.... no wonder he dun like u... i kinda understand his feelings... try looking down on me again... i'll proof u tat u're nothing but juz a shit!!!

n try not 2 get a close inch to my fren!! she's happy enuf n dun ruin it until their game is over... n wad i can say is... it will never b over until they change their minds on somebody else... n i know i wont b u!!! get it??

Friday, April 10, 2009 4/10/2009 09:42:00 PM

personal....

♥so i've changed my settings for my blog... laz time i used 2 let any1 2 read it... coz i am too desperate to let every1 know wad is happening around me... but then... when it comes 2 personal issues... n i dun have any1 2 tok about it... so i can't publish it here... coz any1 i mention in it might b my blog reader too... previously i tot of making tis blog private... so no1 would even get da chance 2 read it... but then... wad's da point in having a blog then?? y not juz have a diary instead...

anyway... da reason i do it tis way is cuz i dun wan some of da ppl 2 know bout wad i feel... as u all know... tat i am changed to group5 from tis term onwards... b4 da term start... i tot tat it would b a gud idea... i could get away from da ppl i dun like 2 b with... n mix with da ppl who duno me at all... so i easily accepted it after a few days of thinking bout da gud n bad... and now... tat da term had started... i find tat i hate da group1 and da group2 ppl more than i usually do... da way they start conversation is just so fake!! like "how's group5?" "how's ah khy?" "how was ur 1st day of class with group5?" ALL THOSE BULLSHIT!!! i really really dun like it... da way u ask is like group5 is da suckiest group filled with a bunch of useless ppl... da way u all call me when u all see me is like... "haha... u're in group5..." although u juz call me by my name only...

i could see da different expressions from the faces... n most of it r da "looking-down-on-you" face... n it makes me pissed off... i juz can't stand those ppl... n it's juz da 1st week... can't stand it anymore.....

n sometimes i got so pissed tat they never use their brains to even think da slightest thing... when i say "we're not allowed"... of coz it means my group la doink... then come n ask me bout ur group... how i know gak... stupid de... there r so many things which i dun like 2 see in college... i juz dun like it... got so many ppl think tat they r so smart n thinks tat ppl r stupid... y not juz look in da mirror urself?? u can go simply complain bout something from so small like an ant... till something s abstract bout ppl's character... which is so NONSENCE!!! urgh!!.. i am really pissed of so many things... i really are... i've been keeping all of it inside... coz i'm afraid tat ppl will read my blog and come n ask me stupid question tat they already know bout it!!!

i feel so nice after putting my blog restricted to certain ppl only... i feel more free... i feel better... but still.... tis year is a challenging year... n being in group5 is not as happy as i tot it will be....

haihz....

Saturday, April 4, 2009 4/04/2009 08:05:00 PM

stupid training reports!!!

♥argh!! i've been cracking my head for 2 days juz 2 finish 1 report.... and after tat still have 2 crack my head AGAIN for da 2nd report!!! argh!!!! si mafan 1 la.......... n 2mr's gonna b sunday ady!!!! yay!!! mum's coming home.... but it means tat monday is coming... means college is starting... haihz..... but i think i will b happy in group5 bah... have a gud feeling bout it.... for now la.... we'll see how..

so tat's all....

4/04/2009 11:10:00 AM

OMG!!! Can't wait for 2mr!!!!!

♥omg!!! 2day has finally arrived.... my mum is in KB n she's gonna buy my new PHONE!!!! wakakakakakakaka...... i've been using a junk fon for so long ady... tis junk fon do not have colour... no camera obviously... monotone ringtone...words big big... but actually i did bought a nokia fon... coz i have 2 numbers.. but it juz sucks la... got camera la... but no memory no cable.... no point oso lo...

so i can't wait for 2mr when my mum arrives!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 4/01/2009 05:02:00 PM

April Fool~!!!!

♥gosh... so it's april fool's day... n tis is my 100th post..... nothing special though... nothing happen 2day either... LOL!!

anyway... i got 2 know tat i was "transfered" from group1 to group5 on my bday!!!! n it's so sad... urgh!!! of coz when i heard bout it.... i was so angry until i said da word "f***".. lol.... how can they do tat!!! i am so innocent 2 go 2 group5!!! n with all those lansi ppl... it's not normal lansi-ness... it's da super extraordinary those type... until can get heart attack n stroke those type... i am sort of glad n oso sort of worried bout it.... glad is bcoz i can do things all alone by myself... being escaped by certain issues.... but i'm oso worried when it comes 2 group work... especially when it comes 2 running da pastry shop... haihz... n i so hope tat coz it's april fool's day... it will juz b a trick... but too bad it's not......... haihzzzzzz...................

anyway.... let's see my luck in my upcoming future then.....