Wednesday, October 27, 2010 10/27/2010 08:11:00 PM

french ppl are nasty!!!

♥laz time when i work in villa...
i dun even feel this miserable...
i only felt miserable on da 1st week...
after that i love villa so much...

now i go pastry...
everyday seems to be soooooooooooo miserable!
i juz got scolded by him ytd due to allowance issue...
after that he juz dun like communicating with me anymore...
eventhough i can get 300euro per month... (it's suppose 2 b 350)
n he agrees on giving me...
he still have this cold behaviour towards me...
lucky i only work 5hours a day...
at least i dun have 2 see him so long...

then 2day a thought juz came 2 me when i was doing stuffs...
french ppl always complain coz they have their freedom of speech...
then us msians hu go france 2 work have no right 2 get wad we deserve..
then when we complain 2 get wad we're suppose 2 get...
they give us anger and 1 kind of look....
i juz dun understand...
y r they so selfish!

i can really sense that he dun like me...
2day whole day keep ask me do thing fast...
muz b active...
bla bla bla...
then he demo his way of "activeness"...
is more like doing things fast while having a whole lot of bangings!
haihz...
nvm... 12 more days...

gambateh giler~

Monday, October 25, 2010 10/25/2010 12:43:00 AM

love it... or hate it....

♥France...
all say that it will be a very good experience...
yes indeed i learn the culture of france...
but no i dun learn much in gastronomy...
i came here 2 learn wad is related to my course...
n out of scale 1 to 10...
i can say i only learn 3??

it was not long ago that i found out i can only get 200euros from my pastry...
it was another fruatration...
i dont even know who to blame on...
taylors? pascal? frederic? hu???
we were promised to be taken care of...
and wad we get??
paperworks not settled...
last minute problems...
accomodation n food ownself settle...
then y on earth did we ever come 2 france???
at da start of it i did not really feel da urge 2 complain...
but then now...
things are way different...
coz i'm da victim involved...

once i'm out here...
i really do wanna make full use of it...
coz i know that i may not have da chance to come out again...
i have 2 work my ass off for years...
to let me go overseas...
n 1st time being in overseas...
da frustration came...

i learnt alot of things...
not related to da course...
but alot of things in life...
i made so many rules for myself...
that once it's not happening like what it has to...
i get pretty upset...
and alot has happened unexpectedly...
it sucks... Big Time it SUCKS....

i have to cope with it...
i'm always having tis bad luck...
bad karma i guess...
n seeing ppl get wad they deserved n i dont...
it's really heartache...
coz i know that i've put effort in everything i do...
yet i'm not saying they dont...
but i did wad i suppose 2 do...
n i dun get wad i deserve...
on d other hand...
i have 2 give ppl bak of wad they deserve...

oh well...
like my own rule...
if i dun wan that 2 happen on me...
i make sure i dun do that 2 ppl...
another sacrifice that i have 2 make...

heartache...
i need ice cream soon...

ciao~

Saturday, October 23, 2010 10/23/2010 02:31:00 AM

life sucks in France...

♥haihz...
life seriously suck in france...
so many things happened unexpectedly wrong...
allowance getting less than expected...
being back stabbed...
stupid manifestation... make me need walk 2 work everyday...
have 2 b some1 that i'm not to...
have to tolerate so many things...

money is an issue now...
frustrated...
hope all problems will b solved...

c'est tout...

Monday, October 11, 2010 10/11/2010 04:37:00 AM

dulan..

♥abit dulan with da ppl here...
i dun find them coz i feel extra with them...
n tat's y i always rather b alone...
even in msia...
n now they plan things without telling me...
eventhough i on9 da whole day...
sometimes it's very dulan...
now my plan is disrupted coz 2mr not washing clothes...
n i have 2 wash it 2mr...
very great...

they have plans for 2mr...
n now only tell me...
dun really like eventhough it's not last minute...
but i take time 2 make my mind in control bout it...
coz da plan juz suddenly got planned out without me...
i had no idea bout it...
well... i guess i have 2 deal with it...
2mr if after tat all stay at home...
i'm gonna go out n chill...
even if i'm alone...
n it's even better if i'm alone....

time 2 relax with all these fuss....

Sunday, October 10, 2010 10/10/2010 05:38:00 PM

it's finally end of 3rd week...

♥cleaned my room after 3 weeks....
not tat dirty actually...
juz some dirt on da floor...
dun think i'm gonna mop it... =p

so it's d end of da 3rd week...
gonna start my 4th week soon....
get 2 think bout it...
da weather is not tat cold after all....
not so sure bout da next coming week...
but it's seriously not cold...
or mayb i got used 2 it ady...

haihz...
bought so many long john...
n i only used it for da 1st few days when i was not used 2 cold weather...
really need 2 buy something for my mum...
she spent so much on me...
n i dun fully utilised wad she had bought for me too....

get 2 think of it....
we spent almost 4k 2 stay in france...
well 4k is ady da plane fare...
and plus some etc misc stuffs like accomodation and metro card...
4k....
and we only get 350 euro each month...
it's very very little....
it's not even enuf 2 cover up da plane fare....

so with da 700 euros in total...
i'm gonna get my mum a nice wallet....
wanted 2 get her a handbag...
but so scared she wouldn't like it...
n i have a feeling tat she wont use it tat often too...
if she really wants 1...
when i go bak only buy her 1 then...

then i'll get myself 1 wallet too...
as for handbag...
it's too pricy...
so now need get 2 gucci wallets...
for my mum and me....
it's already almost 600 euros....

so da rest of it will buy some stuffs for my family and frens...
but still....
it's not so worth of experience... and also money...
not as worth as wad we had expected...

so yea...
2day's a rainy day...
my chef say it's gonna rain 2day...
and it's really true!
wonder he's a weather forecast onot...
haha!
wanted 2 go 2 da museum...
coz it's free entry for Sundays...
but too bad....
i'm left with next sunday...

1 more week and i'm out of Villa Tropezienne...
dunno it's a gud thing or a bad thing....
oh well...
everything has it's own sacrifice...

tat's all....

Monday, October 4, 2010 10/04/2010 07:02:00 PM

i hate ppl use da word "please"

♥i dun like ppl 2 use da word "please" 2 me....
coz for me if some1 uses da word "please'...
it's when tat person dun wanna do it...
n it's like me dun wanna do it...
n being begged 2 do it...
really hate it...

but when french use s'il vous plait/ s'il ta plait....
it sounded different...
it sounded like they sincerely asked us 2 help....
then when they change 2 english saying "please"...
really dun like it....
next time muz tell them 2 use french instead of english more...
i dun mind being unable 2 understand them at all...

but sometimes is i really dunno where is da thing they r saying...
n u keep saying da same thing which i dun understand...
y not juz 4get it n get it ur own self?????
u stupid lazy reckless guy....
AHHH!!! dun say something stupid n thinks it's funny...
COZ IT'S NOT FUNNY AT ALL~!!!

grrr..... geram...
k tat's all for now...
need manually wash some clothes coz it's raining until cannot go out wash...

10/04/2010 01:57:00 AM

breakdown