Monday, May 31, 2010 5/31/2010 10:17:00 PM

understanding...

♥*i understand wad's suppose 2 do...*
*but sometimes i rather do wad i wan 2 do..*
*it's wad i am...*
*n ppl have 2 understand me instead...*
****mumbles of myself****

anyway... i got addicted to "coffee prince" lately...
coz i watched 1 episode in animax...
then i tend to wonder...
y is dramas so dramatic sia...
n they can cry for so many days for juz 1 reason...

i sort of envy them all da time...
can juz cry whenever they wan...
can juz do wadever they wan..
no need hide...
juz do it...
no logic sense at all...
isn't it gud?
n i always tot y i'm not like tat...

nahh... it's abit too gurly for me...
but i still have some gurly side though aye...
i guess only myself knows tat...
o.O
n i do wonder does any1 knows tat too~
i'll leave it 2 wonder around...
bak 2 pps~
see yas~

5/31/2010 08:38:00 AM

rotten!

♥ok it's been awhile since i've updated my blog...
will post up some pictures by end of this week bah...

so after thursday class...
i went bak home...
i mean damansara home...
coz friday was wesak day...
i was a lil' bit upset...
coz i always tot tat going bak 2 damansara...
is sort of a day for me 2 rest from my hectic weekdays...
well too bad it's never...
due 2 my mum's condition now...

so i went 2 BUBS with my mum for wesak day...
hear some Dhamma talk by Bhante Kumara...
then did Dana...
ate lunch and went home...
i was slacking almost all da time on friday...
coz i got so tired...
n took a very long nap...
coz day b4 i was already tired of kitchen class...
then when reach midnite...
while i was mapling...
a lovely guildmate ask my help 2 do da blogskin...
for the guild...
so i do do do...
do do do....
do until 3am...
then only kaotim...
end up i dun have enuf time 2 sleep...

then anyway...
suppose 2 go out with my frens for dinner n movies...
end up me getting sick...
=.=
sienz sia...
2nd time ady i sick when wan go out...
i got stomach upset da whole day...
when da day end...
i got a lil bit appetite...
then i got flu and fever...
=.=
so end up taking 5 tablets of vitamin C, 2 tablets of pro-biotic, and a baby byebye fever...
coz tat's all i have at home...
the byebye fever got no feel on me...
=.=

da next day...
i got completely recovered...
it's COMPLETELY leii...
i like...
WTH!!!
spoiled my whole day of not going out with my frens...

so tat all...
i pps da whole day ytd...
until i din study...
so now gonna go study...

chaos~

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 5/26/2010 09:57:00 AM

updates...

♥there's alot 2 post about but there's nothing 2 post about da same time too...
n i have lots of pictures too...
but i dunno wad 2 post about....
coz it's been very very hectic these few days...

laz friday we went bentong n raub 2 experience the old school style of restaurant...
some pictures here...






after that...
we straight go bak college for our pastry class...
these are da things we did...
some very ugly though... =.=

~Opera Cake~


~Choux Pastry~


~Crepe Suzzete~


~Canalles~


so tat was last week...
and also last 2 weeks i think....
will update more when da week is ended again...

Sunday, May 16, 2010 5/16/2010 11:53:00 AM

busy busy busy!

♥been very very bz lately...
laz monday had 2 unexpected exams..
then tuesday had unexpected french exam...
wednesday i went 2 Giant Kinrara for the Waste Not Want Not programme...
then come bak 2 have class from 1pm till 10pm...
the after class...
can still go Snowflake till 11.30pm...
here's some pics tat i too during my practical classes...

~Salmon in brioche with hollandaise sauce~

~Slow-cooked eye fillet, with new salsa verde and bearnaise sauce~


salmon was overcooked!
not so happy bout tat...
but then da rest was ok....

then thursday...
we went Sheraton Imperial Hotel for a California Raisins Workshop by Chef Fred Mougel...

~the raisins souvenirs they gave us~


then got a lil' bit pissed...
coz SOME of my groupmate...
hands so itchy...
switch my full packet of raisins...
with empty box!!
they try 2 say "no no no"...
but i can see da doubt in their eyes...
i saw it..
then i str8 point at her...
"u took it... i can see from ur eyes... u are lying..."
then only they give bak RELUCTANTLY!!!

anyway... we waited till da rain stop...
then only go bak...
friday... we had tis Waste Not Want Not programme...
being conducted at Cheras...

we were suppose 2 distribute food to da poor and hungry...
so these are wad we did....







so yea~
tat's all for this week...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010 5/11/2010 12:51:00 PM

i wan my peace...!

♥my peace time is when i need 2 b alone...
y can't i b alone when i need to??
y muz i always be disturbed??

i'm a lone ranger...
i'd rather b alone than being with frens tat i dun get along...
now my peace time is only in d morning...
coz i my classes r all in d afternoon...
so when i'm in college...
in d morning...
without telling any1...
means i'm having my peace time...
it's a simple thing...
yet no1 gets it...

gimme my peace time bak...!

Sunday, May 9, 2010 5/09/2010 06:55:00 PM

Food Promotion by Robert Danhi...

♥it was seriously a gud experience to have Chef Robert Danhi in taylors...
but too bad was that it's not our batch hu's organizing da food promo...
my juniors... DC31...
did their mis-en-place on thursday...
i had my kitchen practical class on thursday too...
i was dead tired...
coz we had 7hours of kitchen class non-stop...
but then towards the end...
i kinda feel like helping them...
coz it's gonna b an awesome experience with Chef Danhi...

below here it's da menu they served us...

~Saigon Lady Mocktail~



~Tom Yum Brittle Chicken Satay~



~Grilled Black Pepper Garlic Prawns with Pomelo Coriander Salad~



~Sunrise something mocktail~



~Coconut Broth with Pickled Mustard, Greens & Crispy Noodles~



~Accompaniments for Lemongrass Beef with Tomatoes & Star Anise~



~Lemongrass Beef with Tomatoes & Star Anise~



~Peach something with Mint mocktail~



~Black Sticky Rice Cheesecake with Pandan & Mango~



to those hu wonders hu's Chef Robert Danhi...
see below....

lengzai hor him!!!
too bad he's married...
his wife is so lucky!!!

anyway tat's all... =)

Saturday, May 8, 2010 5/08/2010 10:02:00 PM

wonders...

♥i always wonder y ppl juz have tat "luck"...
n i always wonder y i dont...
n y when i have it...
i'll reject it??

i like to proof myself...
proof 2 ppl tat i can do it...
especially those hu looked down on me...

n y ppl juz dun listen 2 me??
y ppl like 2 listen 2 those hu gives bad influence...
instead of the gud ones??
wad's wrong with ppl nowadays...

i have sometimes reached a limit...
until i feel speechless...
can't they think str8?
i dun fight back...
coz i know tat i will lose...
n i know it's a waste of time n energy...
but i'm still waiting for some1...
some1 hu listens to me...
some1 hu hears me...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010 5/05/2010 11:26:00 AM

2nd post of da day...

♥so long i din post 2 posts in a day...
usually i was super emo then only i post...

anyway...
story is such...
tis morning i receive an sms from my dad...
saying tat he is not giving me anymore money...
coz he has to save some for his old age...
and also to pay the lawyer's fees...

then i sent tat msg 2 my mum...
making my mum furious and also sad..
then ask me 2 send bak a msg saying hu will support me...
yadi ya da....

then my dad reply me...
saying tat we're only his children by name...
so i got angry...
coz inside my heart...
he is still my dad...
tat's a fact tat i couldn't change...
but he dun treat us children by blood...

then i reply "by name and not by blood is it?"
then talk facts 2 him...
bla bla bla...
i said my mum was pleased until he cheated on her...

then he dare reply me "by blood or money?"
i got so angry...
n he tried 2 end da conversation by saying he dun wanna talk about it anymore???

i still reply "by money or a responsibility of a father?"
i even said sorry for rebelling...
but it's still da fact if u could take it...

end up... he say he will borrow money...
juz 2 support me...
meaning u wanna say u're begging money from ppl...
asking for pity...
and make up story saying we're da worse ever children ever???
suits u...

i can survive without u!
my mum has sort of given me permission 2 forget u...
coz we're only ur children by NAME!

5/05/2010 08:39:00 AM

comfort...

♥i do agree tat it's beginning to be very stressful...
ppl dun listen to wad i say...
ppl dunno how 2 think n behave like a matured person...
ppl dunno how 2 differenciate wad is suppose 2 do...
n wad's not suppose to do...
ppl think i'm lansi...
ppl think i'm rude...
it is a true fact tat joining ADC can be a blessings in disguise..
n tat was y i think they are not so civilised...
coz they are still so noisy...
n dunno how 2 think straight...

so...
i've been very straight-forward these few days...
until ppl say i am so lansi...
if u know me...
u can sense a lil' bit of joke inside...
but too bad u dun know me..
coz so far i can say no ppl know me...
but i can know wad ppl think easily...
i guess tat's juz wad i am...

i am still gonna be hu i wanna be...
laz time when i say "diu" only...
ppl say i rude...
wad's wrong in expressing my ownself???
now i say ppl noisy...
n doing stupid decision for being too kind...
ppl say i lansi???
tat's juz preposterous!!!
so anyway...
wadever..!

i'm tired enuf 2 take care of u guys' behaviour...
n i have 2 tolerate tat...
i'll juz go bak 2 being my own self...
like it or not...
it's not my problem..!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010 5/04/2010 10:43:00 AM

someone to lean on...

♥i dunno why...
but i always want ppl to agree with what i say...
if they try to rebel me...
if it does not make any sense at all..
and it's just to satisfy their egoism...
i can't take it!
i know wad i say is true...
what for fight back with me???
WHY?!?!?!?!!!

anyway...
i was "miraculiously" elected as class rep again...
to be honest...
i dun mind doing that...
it's not something that i dun like to do...
but when it comes to following orders...
and you dont do what you're suppose to do...
then i'm not happy...
i can't always be ur "mother"...
and i dont want to be too...
still dunno how to think what's right and wrong meh???

ytd went to division office with my chef...
settle the ICT problem...
then he told me...
"now i need your help... i need you to keep an eye of them for me.."
"i need you to tell me what going on and what's happening."
i like... speechless...
i dun like being middle person...
it's never a gud role to play...
it's juz like backstabbing ur own frens...
so y not juz listen to wad i say...
and do wad i say...
it makes my life easier...
and yours too...

but too bad hu listens to me rite??
when things juz turn out 2 be super bad...
then i have no choice...
hu should take responsibility...
will take it....

Saturday, May 1, 2010 5/01/2010 12:21:00 AM

i seriously have limits!!!

♥these few days i'm being grumpy...
coz no1 ever take it seriously on wad i say...
the influencing force is ady so weak from me...
n u guys still wanna treat me like tat...
ever care wad ppl feel??
i guess no...

i hate ppl 2 tickle me for FUN!!!
muz i tell u all HOW MANY TIMES???
i hate ppl hu dun listen to me...
especially when it comes to something involves disciplinary!!!
it's juz heartache expressing all these...
coz i have 2 bare with it for 1 year...
1 BLARDY YEAR!!!
argh!!!