Wednesday, November 24, 2010 11/24/2010 10:43:00 AM

back to Msia...

♥it's been a while i did not update any post...
life has been busy and contented at da same time i guess...
but then now when back msia...
family commitments had came back to it's own reality...
i understand that outside there there's ppl hu are so committed in thei family at young age...
perhaps they had no choice....
or perhaps they could compromise with it...
and i'm tat type that could not do such thing...
it's too huge for me...
i'm not even earning my own salary yet...
n i'm trying 2 make my future brighter...

everytime i get 2 involve with school activities...
that will show ppl that how active and passion i am...
a family commitment juz bug into my life...
it did not juz happen once...
but a few times...

she always say that we're not close 2 each other...
coz we don't interact like how a lovely family would do...
but have u ever realised how hard i have 2 keep up with my studies?
juz 2 get a recognition from my own family...
i did not get recognition from my family...
but i get recognition from frens...
frens are juz not enough 2 make me motivated...
tat's when family comes 2 place...

well my family is not even a lovely 1...
i can't expect much of it either...
and yet they're always expecting so much from me...
and not giving me some encouragement...
coz they dun understand da nature of my course...
da stress is so huge...
trying 2 fight for a place for competition...
n it's so hard...
coz every1 is so good....

STRESS!