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Saturday, July 31, 2010 7/31/2010 04:36:00 PM
hate... ♥  long time din update blog...been so bz lately due to projects and assignments again... went to various places to on9 and do work... spent alot of money too.. n now i'm in The Mines... lol! soon might go Midvalley... anyway... my blog is not about writing my own personal life... but only bout personal feelings... there's so much of jumbled up feelings... my dad recently played facebook... after adding him... seen kinda alot of "fake" information.. well i dunno it's really fake or it's juz real... he had done so many awful things until it's so hard 2 feel tat he's bak to being gud... so i do feel tat it's gud that he really turned into some1 gud... i really do hope so... then bout frens... been out very often... mix with frens that i could mix with... but mayb i did left some of the frens out... but i'm sorry coz mayb i juz couldn't click with u bah... then some on9 frens... long time no on oso due to laptop crashed... now still surveying for gud laptops... but trying 2 save money for mum too... so long i din on plurk and see some stuffs that i feel it's a professional slut... i dun like it to b honest... tat's y i dun chat already... i dunno how 2 chat anymore... furthermore i feel tat u're boasting so much... ur boasting is like u said it out... when ppl say "wahhhhhhhh".... then u deny it??? it's like wad??? no wonder ppl say u're faking... i think it has bcome a habit after all... n it's so true when my fren say that when it comes to a certain age... u'll b thinking tat "that's me... i juz can't change it"... bliv me... ppl do change... it's juz tat u couldn't see it... i really do hope u will think reasonably... coz i do know deep down inside u... u're a gud kid... n u reminded me of myself when i was younger... dun go in too far... coz u'll get hurt even more... as i told earlier in my post... i was in The Mines' Old Town White Coffee.... then now i'm in Starbucks in Borders of The Gardens Midvalley... cool isn't it?? alright... think it's bak to serious work... update when i feel like to...
Friday, July 9, 2010 7/09/2010 03:13:00 AM
emo again? ♥  long time din post ady lo....nothing much to update about... as i dun really need 2 update everyday... i have alot to post... but everytime i get rid of wadever i wanted 2 write about... juz by chatting or watching series... or even talking by myself... i understand alot of things myself... but i dun get why muz i always make myself sad... mayb coz by doing so... it fills up da hole on my chest... i know it's all karmic effect... but a small part inside me always doubt it... and it tend 2 make me think too much... i'm always jealous bout ppl... coz they have the charisma, money, luck, looks, frens, family... n all i have is sensitivity. i question alot of things about myself... n those questions are still unanswerable... i'm waiting for those answers..... |
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