Sunday, April 11, 2010 4/11/2010 02:03:00 PM

wet pillows...

♥got use meh get Congratulations from Jury??
got use meh i worked so hard for my 2years diploma...
when i told my mum i got congratz from jury...
she's not even close on showing how happy she is...
when i told her tat i was 3rd place for the whole dc30...
she only reply me... "har? 3rd place only ah?"
a dagger juz pierced tru my heart...
every1's so happy tat they got congratz...
but i wasnt tat happy...
coz mum was expecting me 2 get congratz and also TOP STUDENT...

anyway...
before friday...
i was sure tat i'm taking option b...
then after tat advance diploma event...
they told us can go degree after taking AD...
then now wad???
got so bloody confused...
then after sorting things out...
decided to go for AD...
but i will b breaching my scholarship contract...
which means tat i have 2 pay them bak 50% of wad they'd given me...

until ytd i was still certain of wad i wanna take...
Advance Diploma...
tat was my choice...
n i was certain tat my mum wouldn't mind...
until 2day...
she came n fetch me...
talked about it in da car...
she's not tat encouraging after all...

i need to make so many decisions...
i dun wan to make anymore of it...
i'm tired...
i cried whole day...
non-stop...
until i need go shower to cry out loud...
i dunwan it anymore.......
plz...