Saturday, February 13, 2010 2/13/2010 07:23:00 PM

valentine's day...

♥so...
2mr's valentines day aye??
yeah...
heartache...
anyway...
i've heard so many love stories being told 2 me...
some lovely ones...
some sweet ones..
n some broken ones...

n sometimes i do wonder around...
y none ever happened 2 me??
muz i mold myself into some1 else to get wad i want??
i dun think tat's wad i'll do too...
i'm a stubborn and gutless gal..
and i do admit it...
but...
haihz...
i'm even speechless rite now...

valentine's day is da same day as CNY...
both days that i wished it will be gone very fast...
CNY's a day where joy comes..
but for me...
family broken until i dunno how's it's like...
like a piece of glass shattered around...
and i juz have to pick it up with my bare hands...
but it's so hard 2 think that coz i will hurt my hands...
it's like i wouldn't even wanna mend tat piece of glass...
coz it will hurt me back...

2mr going temple...
i hope it's not so noisy...
i juz wanna stare into the serene-looking Buddha...
and make my mind calm for such a long time...
n i hope he wont appear there...
i have tis feeling tat i might see him 2mr...
haihz...

tat's all for now...
blog again if i feel like...