Wednesday, February 17, 2010 2/17/2010 09:33:00 PM

emotional breakdown..?

♥ok i admit my mood aint so good since b4 cny...
it's juz all jumble up...
any small little things will juz make me pissed off..
small little things will make me jealous...
then small little things will make go crazy...

i have tis super bad attitude...
i kinda look things negatively...
and also look thing positively...
but only things in relationships i'm pessimistic...
coz i understand da nature of impermanence...
n tat's da one n only thing tat makes me go insane...

as i said...
i heard alot of stories..
i'm a listener...
i love giving advice in relationship...
n most of it... i think it kinda worked out...
n then they will tell me how happy they are...
ain't i suppose 2 b happy too???
in fact i felt envious more than happy...
coz i couldn't experience it myself..
n i can only experience it based on other ppl...
it's kinda a heartache....

haihz...... tat's all now...