Tuesday, February 2, 2010 2/02/2010 12:12:00 PM

CNY

♥i tot cny shud b a happy festival...
but turn out 2 be a suckie one...
ok not all suckie...
but will going to be if things are not well planned...
my parents are having a divorce...
then thing wont settle so easily n tat soon b4 CNY...
so me n my family have 2 bare with my dad...
a dad hu cheats on my mother and is still doing so in public...
we're juz lucky tat we left him and came 2 kl n stay...
now he received da lawyer's letter...
saying tat my mum is divorcing him...
now he's trying 2 patch things up...
AFTER 4 LONG YEARS n now only he's trying to patch up??
i dun think so...
i've been humiliated by him in public twice...
i've been slap by him in public once...
i've been scolded by him for no reasons sometimes for multiple times...
n all say tat he loves me???
BULLSHIT!

yes i know i did not help my mum in da divorce case...
n i know my mum is not happy bout it...
so wad 2 do...
i've not gud n being matured n pro-active...
n now u can say wadever u can...
all i will do is silently support u mentally...
i dun have the guts to support u physically..
if u know wad i mean...

so now my dad is asking whether we're free or not on CNY...
gratz 2 my elder bro he's going 2 Ipoh with my sis-in-law n nephew..
so he'd escape tis big problem...
n now it's only me, my 2nd bro, and my mum 2 face it...
of coz i wont let my mum see him...
unless she really does...
so it's only up 2 me to do da ignorant attitude..
i've already told him we're not going s'pore...
n we have plans to make...
asking me bout other things??
i'm not going 2 answer...
tat's it...
wanna know??
find out urself n ask the ppl involve urself...

urgh! spoiled my day...
n i'm suppose 2 do my sugar report 2day...
SO tat's all for now...
will post more bout my mood when i'm actually free...