Saturday, January 30, 2010 1/30/2010 11:24:00 PM

more facts about me...

♥so there's nothing much happening...
piles of projects and assignments due...
alot of things 2 do...
and i'm going to do tat on tuesday...
i have my whole day to do...
then slowly on wednesday, and thursday...
try to finish up as much as i can...

so...
my mum's having a divorce...
i find my family kinda weird...
i've seen families tat do not want their children to get involve in divorcing...
but for my mum...
she always complaint tat we(her children)..
do not give a damn bout it...
she thinks she suffered alone...
but mayb she din know tat we also suffered when we were young...
n we already "deleted" tis dad for years already...
tat is y most of the things tat happens 2 him doesn't concern me...
so she say we kept quiet n not helping her in da case...
wad can u do bout it??
we prefer to dun bother bout it...
since u're kinda capable in doing so many things...
then let u settle bah...
then at d end of the story...
credits u take...
shit we receive...
it's ok la... up 2 u on wad u wanna say...
not tat we dun wanna help...
u tell me wad can i help???
i wanna go tru my 20 years of normal pampered childhood life oso cannot...
coz i have 2 think so maturely...
n i dun get 2 enjoy my life the fullest...
i already have a broken family...
wan me 2 fite for a broken family somemore??
i think i'm not tat strong...

then i have 2 worry bout my results...
i have 2 score quite high to get a scholarship...
coz of wad??
coz of u...
coz of my decision hu no1 actually supported me...
n yet u wan me 2 support u...
n dun say i dun support u...
my way of supporting is not like wad u want...
anyway...
i have 2 score 16/20 and above to get tat scholarship...
n hopefully i could...

it's been a long time i din blog out such sad post ady...
n now...
mood juz lost again...
family family family...
no1 really understands me i guess....
n i think no1 will...