Friday, December 18, 2009 12/18/2009 05:42:00 PM

just broken...

♥

i know it sounds ridiculous...
but i think i really fell for 1 guy in a game...
i know game is a very virtual thing...
but things juz happens...
n i feel tat i do care wad he does to me...
from talking 2 me...
caring for me...
giving me gifts...
then cool to me...
not talking 2 me...
and d end...
it juz stopped.....
everything is not real to certain ppl...
i know... but it's sort of real 2 me...
coz i could see some similarities between us...
but it's ok....
time will juz mend everything up again...
n things will b diff...

so 2day was campus day...
so much difference than laz week...
laz week was packed like hell...
but 2day is like so few ppl....
very very few ppl....
until i got bored most of the time....
then... when my frens were chatting with the lecturers...
yeah i juz be myself n said "diu"...
so wad?? i cannot be wad i am??
wad i always do??
i muz mould myself to b some1 else?
so tat ppl will like me??
i dun think so...
if i b myself n ppl will see hu i am...
if i act out something tat ppl likes...
then they see da fake side of me..
once i show my true self...
then everything will b worse than ever....
so i can't b hu i am??
like me as u see...
not like me as u wan me to be...

anyway...
will post some pics into here 2 make tis blog a lil' bit more lively...
hahaha....
booyah~