Thursday, September 3, 2009 9/03/2009 08:08:00 PM

un-privatized....

♥my blog was privatised coz i have some personal issue tat i dun wan ppl 2 listen 2 it.... n now... i dun care ady.... i've been thinking bout other ppl n i'm not thinking bout myself... anyway... da previous post are all my anger towards certain ppl.... n i dun wanna let them know... so i made my blog private.... now over liao anyway.... it's gonna b a new me... (hope so)...

so i've been a bit emo these few days.... either i'm tired... or i feel tat i stressed myself up too much... i know i've been giving myself da pressure... n it's stupid 2 do so... but it's my nature.... i'm sensitive... n i guess it's correct tat wad my fren said... he said i always think bout other ppl... n letting myself suffer... but ain't life suppose 2 b like tat? thinking bout others... n thinking bout ourselves less?

haihz.... so i hate training now... not close 2 hate... juz... i'm tired with them... i've been working in da morning shift for so long... so far only 2 weeks in d afternoon... then later i need 2 take care of all production when da staff is on leave for a week... when she comes bak... i only work 3 days of afternoon... then training is over... it's gud n it's bad for me too.... it kinda proves tat i can work... so they r confident in leaving everything 2 me... but don't they know tat i'm juz a trainee?? i'm there 2 learn... not 2 b ur worker... then y not juz give me a full salary? coz i'm working my ass off for tis restaurant...

haihz...... jumble up emotions la these few days.... got work... got family... got maple.... argh!

3 more damn weeks.... u're gonna do fine eelynn!!!