Friday, August 28, 2009 8/28/2009 11:21:00 PM

i'm 19... n i'm forced 2 behave like an adult....

♥i juz dunno how 2 explain tis.... i have no words 2 describe anything in tis post.... things r always not in da way i want.... it's always d other way round.... i regretted choosing cuisine studio for my training.... i regretting making tis choice coz i get 2 save money n being able 2 stay with family... i really regret it.... staying in mentari court... having da freedom.... going 2 work by myself n stay as late as i want..... is juz so much better.... i juz hate it.... u can't get a piece of mind??? think i could?? i have 2 think on ur behalf so tat get wad u want... n oso try 2 compromise myself so tat i could try n get wad i want.... but it's so hard tat i have 2 do da decision all da time.... can't u juz live with it??? i'm trying 2 live with it........... but u're da main problem here.... i can't do wad i want bcoz of u..... i juz.... i juz wanna pursue my dreams.... u get wad u wanted laz time... now??? now i wanna have wad i want... n it's so hard..... it's juz so hard....... argh!!! fuck!!!