Friday, May 29, 2009 5/29/2009 09:46:00 PM

too much!!!

♥i've been visiting some of my fren's facebook... n i find out tat their life r so interesting... n mine is juz??? bored... i juz dun get it... y can't i juz have a normal n simple life when i'm still in college??? y muz i always worry bout future n financial where all my frens can juz spend wadever they wan coz their parents know how 2 give them money on time??? y can't my frens surrounding me can juz b a fren hu i can really talk to??? till now i still dun have 1.... tat's juz so frustrating.....

it is sometimes so ironic tat when i dun wanna b lonely... i find ppl... when i wanna b alone... i make ppl upset... but i dun like having frens... n da same time i am still looking for frens... my life is so much of imbalance... tat 1 day i juz couldn't take it!!!

so frens... i went tru round n round... nobody i can find 2 express myself out... i juz got so jealous on how ppl could juz b so charismatic... n i am juz a..... total loser... haihz...

dun feel like saying anything anymore... might continue it later....