Saturday, May 16, 2009 5/16/2009 01:12:00 PM

too much in my head!!!

♥so... now it's already mid term... when it comes 2 mid term... we all know tat it's mid term TESTS!!!!!! so i have piles of test next week... n i need 2 make a bday cake for my fren... n i need 2 memorise a stupid blardy difficult french song!!!

but all this i can handle it... so no worries... wad i am always frustrated about is always da ppl around me... ytd there was a bday party for my ex-groupmate... i din go... coz i dun feel like going... plus i dun like him.... they say go for da sake of him... but i dun think it's worth going if it's da sake of him... say go 4 da sake of an elder... i dun think i'll go too... coz i dun really like her too..... plus i need 2 pay 50bucks... n do i drink alot?? NO!!!! wad's da point in going then? waste money 4 nothing???

so i din go... i juz dun get some of da ppl where they only know how 2 think bout themselves n neglected other ppl's feelings... there's frens tat have financial prob but still go... coz they have no choice... they can't make their own decision... coz if they do... u give da fcuk-ed up face... n every1 will juz hate u even more!!! n there's some of them hu like 2 persuade ppl in doing something so irrational... i dun wanna go means i dun wanna go... i have my own reasons n plz respect it... ur family is in KK so u can't b with them... it's not my business 2 suffer 2gether with u... i have my own family too... n i can b 2gether with them... so let me b with them!!! i really do hope tat we dont stay 2gether when we're in puchong... if not... it's either i go suicide myself... or i'll juz turn into a psycho!!!

monday there's misen-place... n sometimes i juz hope u're not even there 2 help... ask u 2 b fast oso turn out 2 be so SLOW!!! like laz week.... u r suppose 2 do sponge... go get ingredients half way... wad u do?? stand there n do nothing.... even if u're moving... u're like slower than a SNAIL~!! so in d end i do all da sponge cake... i do twice n u're still dunno doin wad.... oh i know.... BRUSH DA MOULD WITH BUTTER N PLACE BAKING PAPER ONLY FOR DA WHOLE ENTIRE TIME!!!!!!! n say ppl dunno how 2 work... y not look urself in da mirror n c whether u can work onot...

i got so pissed of during AT.... i am doing my things... can say tat i helped u peel potatoes ady.... i helped u do da tomato skin decor ady.... still wanna order me 2 do ur things??? oven cannot close urself ah?? take out things then juz close la... can open dunno how 2 close izit??? come early n take ur own skillard la.... y come take mine?? wan take oso like it's urs... eventhough u use da word "please"... it seems 2 b an order 2 me.... so next week i dun wanna work on da same side with u... coz u're making me slow!!! handle everything URSELF!!!

urgh!!! there's juz so much of non-stop complaints 2 u!! dun say u know how 2 think... my brain always move faster than u until i missed out some of da things... doesn't mean tat u're smart... but ur thinking is juz so so so SHALLOW..........

tat's it... dun wanna tok bout u ady... make my mood goes bad... tat's all!