Tuesday, March 3, 2009 3/03/2009 01:21:00 PM

confusion again....

♥yesterday went dinner with college frens... we're been busy with training n seldom go out 2gether already... so we went 2 McD 1st... then start chatting n chatting.... tok bout training stuffs... then 1 of my fren is also confuse on y on earth he chose culinary... i was also doubting it la... i pay rm30k juz 2 study culinary arts for 2 blardy years... n juz in a condition tat i dun continue degree... i'll b out 2 work in a hotel.. juz let say tat da basic is only rm300... with 2 points for a start... n 1 point is juz rm250... 1 month salary will juz only b like rm800?!?!?!?! even da allowance my dad gave me is 100 bucks higher!!! it's juz so ridiculous in a sense of it!!

2 escape tis kind of situation will juz b very very very gud in it... i need 2 climb up 2 mayb a cdp rank at least 2 escape it... but i still doubt bout da salary... not juz da salary which is ridiculous... imagine tat ur shift starts at 6am.. obviously have 2 reach there early la... somemore stay quite far from working place... means have 2 wake up averagely like 4am?? then start work in kitchen... with a stressfull conditions n hot places.... then only around 6pm can go bak... sometimes later.... da time u get bak home is already nite time... where's da sunlight?? where's da life?!?!?! somemore if u have a family... with a wife/husband.. with children.... i dun think there's a life.....

tis kind of thing will juz make us hu take tis course have some doubt in it.... while working still need 2 work like shit... cook all da great food in da world... for ppl 2 EAT... n wad we get is sweats n blood... we need 2 starve ourselve juz 2 finish some unfinished work... it juz doesn't even make sense isn't it???

but then... there's still a tinsy binsy little passion there in me... so i'm still sticking 2 tis industry no matter wad... i am not going 2 regret it.... n tat's FINAL!! hmph!