Thursday, February 26, 2009 2/26/2009 11:25:00 AM

randomised post...

♥in d morning... there's always so many things in my mind... coz once i wake up... mayb things start 2 get clear... every morning i will b very very quiet coz i dun even feel like talking... it's like i'm chewing gold... LOL! n i do realise tat i talk kinda soft... it's juz something so surprised 2 me!!

about 2 weeks ago... i went 2 pyramid n spend bout 1hour in MPH reading "who moved the cheese?"... then i find tat there are a few ppl hu really dun accept changes... n those hu actually accept changes... r afraid 2 change due 2 egoism... n oso da pride... coz scared a small little change... da expression or comments given r always so negative... n can't actually accept it... so rather b da "hem" instead.... how nice if every1 in da world reads tis book... i do know tat some of them do read it... but too bad it's not ALL of them....

then last week... i actually bought da book "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus".. juz reading da 2nd chapter...i kinda confused myself whetheri am da Martians or da Venusians... i have half da characteristics of both Martians and also da Venusians... i do keep myself in da cave 2 solve problems (which is a Martians' act).. n i also express my feelings out by talking 2 ppl i trusted (although i dun have 1) (which this is a Venusians' act)...

then i get myself thinking bout frens... mayb i got influenced by a fren in my form5... she now never wanna put "best frens" tis title 2 any1 of her frens... coz she scared tat 1 day she might get hurt again... she was hurt once... n vow not 2 get hurt again... i do actually agree with tis concept... with not having best frens... coz i get commited easily... so thus i get hurt easily too... since i have tis kind of thought locked in my self... where do i get a "some1-to-talk-to-fren" to express my feelings n problems to?? am i still considered as a Venusian?? then i locked myself in a cave to solve it myself instead... then i dun like telling ppl my problems anymore.. so does it make me a Martian then?? so i get myself confused too... i do have da characteristic of Venusians n also da Martians... which 1 shud i refer myself to when i am in a relationship??

anyway... everyday i need 2 wake up early 2 get da earliest train... morning will make me think too much then... juz more or less 1 more week left... then i might not need to take da earliest train anymore... juz hopefully then... i am very hopefull for it 2 happen too....

anyway... tat's all for now... gonna get going for a movie~~ ciao~