Friday, January 23, 2009 1/23/2009 03:06:00 PM

too many things!!

♥there's so many things 2 actually blog it out.... but i'm juz so lazy 2 say it.... coz honestly speaking it's too many.... n so many thing happened for da past few days... including 2day.... aihz..... anyway... 4get it...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 1/20/2009 07:42:00 PM

I HATE LOBBY LOUNGE!!!!!!

♥urgh!! i miss Rossini's yo!!! i hate lobby lounge larh!!! da ppl there tok so lansi neh.... 2 days ady in there... i have another like 12 days!!!!!!!!!!! y can't they b like da ppl in Rossini's yo??!?!?!? i am so stressed over there la!!! i love Rossini's!!! in lobby lounge... i wonder they r perfectionist or olimpic runners?? HUH???!???! muz do things faz izit??? muz do things SOOOOOO perfect izit??? urgh!!! if walk fast... nice 2 c meh?? wait things spill or wad lei??? kena marah again!! then all blame me those kind.... walk slow nih call me do things fast abit.... everything faz faz faz... then u do la alone... i do things fast b4... u never c me do in Rossini's.... i can take order n everything.. dun think i dunno how 2 serve!! i can do better job if u guys teach me properly... i doubt something at least i ASK!! then y give me tat face like i'm a dumb ass!! i tell u 1 day... i'm gonna slap u!!! all i do is i learn by myself by observing.... n all u know how 2 do is order me 2 do things!! it's not fair for me!!! i ask things coz i dunno stuff.... but i know u all r ady perfect in serving in lobby lounge.... sure la u all know how things work.... i wad?? 2 days of TRAINING ONLY!!! expect me 2 know EVERYTHING?!?!?!?! eat my shit la!!! urgh!!

i got so frust.... until 1 of my ex-collegue told "her"... "y so garang?" i heard tat... then tears almost flow out.... but i have 2 suck it bak inside.... life is juz so pathetic!! URGH!!!

dun wan so anymore!!! so frust + stress + unhappy in LOBBY LOUNGE!!!

*but things might change... let's c whether it does or not...

Thursday, January 15, 2009 1/15/2009 06:01:00 PM

finally it's thursday!!!

♥omg!!! i try 2 write a post n it kena error!!! argh!!! geram!!!

anyway... i was saying tat i'm actually looking forward for 2day!! coz 2mr's my off day!! woohoo!! anyway... kinda love da ppl in my current department... they r strict n also funny da same time... like it soo muchie!! but too bad mondya gonna change department ady... haihz.... after changing department... at least i dun need 2 go work by RUNNING... phew!! but there's a possibility tat i need 2 run bak! to da monorail station... =(... then need take taxi... which will cost me like 17 bucks!! omgosh!!! pokkai la!!!! n it's ady 15th... my "lovely" papa still not yet give me my balance of allowance.... n i'm kinda worried now!!!! aihz!!! money!! plz plz plz come come!!!! urgh!!

k la... tat's alll!!!

Thursday, January 8, 2009 1/08/2009 05:23:00 PM

feeling sad 2day...

♥2day... my train was late another 5mins... so i reached kl bout 6.50am... then go monorail... reached bukit bintang station at 7.05am... so sad.... n my shift starts at 7!!! so 2day they finally realized tat i cannot continue 2 b late 2 work... i am juz a trainee... tat's y i dare not go ask for a lot of favour... if i know tat i can ask them 2 change my shift.... i would b much happier by now... tis morning when i reached... Mr. Raj.. da captain of the buffet service... come n talk 2 me... ask me wad time i reached... then i tell him tat i reached 7.15... then he ask me where i stay... i say i stay near college la... train comes at 6.20... coz 6 only da train start working.... bla bla bla.... then say i shud find a solution 2 my problem... if got solution... i ady use lo.... think i can take taxi everyday meh? so expensive.... no ppl support my allowance la... even da training allowance oso cannot cover... then he told me 2 phrase... "failing to plan is planning 2 fail"... shoot me kao kao! after tat my mood not gud sia... almost cry during duty... aihz.... then later Ms Ellina come n ask me da same questions Mr Raj ask... then she added something... telling me tat my shift now starts at 7.30am... i was so glad 2 hear... but still... still feel very sad... aihz......... it's not a gud day 2day... too bad.....

Tuesday, January 6, 2009 1/06/2009 05:59:00 PM

training....

♥2day... is my 1st day of training.... but ytd considered a working day ady la.... but it's orientation... so din work.... anyway... 2day.... woke up 5am... get ready... put make-ups... then walk 2 ktm.... met bax there..... then go kl sentral.... once i step out from da train.... *POOF* run 2 da monorai as fast as i can.... coz my shift starts at 7am... poor me.... but luckily they dun really mind tat much lo... coz they understand tat i live quite far... my situation is slightly better than phyllis... she needs 2 sit cab bak mentari when she finishes her shiftcoz it's at 11pm.... LOL! anyway... after 2 weeks... i'll b my turn 2 pay da cab.... haihz... gonna pokkai lo~..

anyway... so i was assigned 2 Rossini which is da coffee house for breakfast buffet in da hotel for 2 weeks... looks fun... everything was similarly da same as college... da table settings n so on... so i was quite comfortable.. buti still feel a lil' bad coz not so sure with all da places in da hotel... like wad 2 do la... n wad duties la... n where 2 get tis n tat la.... hu in-charge of tis bla bla bla..... but still i have a lil' bit relief oso la... phew~!!

but my leg hurts!!! wad 2 do... got nothing 2 do ady la... juz need 2 bear it lu~~ huhu~!!!

tat's for 2day... need 2 tidur ady.... tired! my olimpic journey starts 2mr again!

Sunday, January 4, 2009 1/04/2009 12:03:00 AM

a forseen stress....

♥实习要开始了，怕的不是实习，而是会每天和一起去做工的人。休息了一个星期多，然自己镇定了一点点，但又想起实习的事情，心里开始急了！我不知道自己可以忍受到多久，不知道一天，还是两天，还是一月，还是整整的三个月。想到就会随时爆炸！我就想的炸弹一样，随时就是会乱发脾气了！一天！！一天啊！！！战就要开始了！好怕面对她啦！！argh!!!!!!

Friday, January 2, 2009 1/02/2009 12:26:00 AM

finally weh~!!!

♥ Twilight~