Monday, October 20, 2008 10/20/2008 03:16:00 PM

hectic~~

♥it's been so hectic these few days... so tired with all the ppl... so tired with my classes... so many things 2 plan which we actually couldn't plan anything for da future... but wad 2 do... we still need 2 plan....

juz finished my practical class in the kitchen... basically i din cook much... i juz prpare things n juz walk around da kitchen 2 b so-called "bossy" for awhile.... my gud fren being appointed as d head chef... his mood weren't gud i guess... coz they started eating b4 the food was served... he got pissed i guess.... anyway i did not eat... so i'm not in da wrong... hiak hiak....

i realised politics had been started between our classmates.... n sometimes it's not fun though... we were once frens which can tolerate n understand each other... but now it's like we have 2 keep quiet 2 make sure things did not screw up... especially frenship... there's so much of misunderstandings which some of them juz dun wanna solve it.... is it tat bad 2 say a word "sorry" although u might not b in da wrong?? it's mayb hard... but tis simple 5-letter-word could actually safe a lot of things.... say too much of sorry may also let ppl think tat u're not sincere... i've been in tat situation... but still u said it n ppl still dun wanna co-operate... it's actually non of our business anymore... rite??

i've been surfing da net juz now... went through frenster n blogs... then i saw 1... i think she broke up with her bf or something like tat... then she tortured herself by cutting lines on her arms... sometimes it's juz so stupid... by cutting lines n bleed so much... thinking tat there's a chance where da bf will come bak?? 2 me it's juz stupid! very stupid... such a pretty gal go do such stuppid silly-est action!! then i read another blog... she is consider as my 2nd degree fren... which is my fren's fren 2 b exact... she wrote there tat she's not gonna think bout him anymore... but i still think tat she will.... feel so bad coz it's bcoz of my sporty attitude... made her think nonsence... felt so bad....... aihz.....

my life is juz so hectic.... so many ppl 2 think of... even me myself have 2 time 2 think of myself.... me too is trying 2 maintain a gud relationship... n trying 2 put aside da circumstances.... i got 2 b strong!!

tat's enuf 4 2day... if continue might cry though~
gud luck every1~!!