Thursday, October 23, 2008 10/23/2008 09:43:00 AM

fights n fights....

♥laz nite... he went 2 a salon n have a hair cut... so i say i wan 2 c after it's done... at 1st he did not wanna show me... coz he say it's ugly... but then i say i wanna c... then he say will send me after he reach home... half n hour (or more) later... i din receive anything.... so i msg him... saying if he dun wanna let me c... then no need send... but he told me he sent me ady... then we started quarreling coz he tot i'm not happy.... i juz reply him tat if he dun wanna send... then dun wan force him lo.... wait he not happy then i oso wont b happy... but he then started 2 reply me "...." or "forget bout it" those kind of msg... which makes me fed up... so i did not even try 2 reply him afterwards...

then comes tis morning.... he msg-ed me n ask me whether i'm still mad.... then obviously i'm not mad... but i'm juz not happy... then he did said sorry... but i juz keep telling him tat now my heart is actually crying... he juz know how 2 reply me "aih... i dunno wad 2 say anymore!".... which again makes me pissed off.... i know i'm not suppose 2 get pissed off tat easily... but still i've been keeping it inside of me quite some time ady.... i juz need 2 let it go n let him know... i might lose him.... but at least i let him know how 2 i feel... he comes bak then gud... if not.... i dun give a damn(mayb not)....

it's juz so hard!!!