Wednesday, October 29, 2008 10/29/2008 09:35:00 AM

da decision i had made...

♥i've made a very big decision base on no gud reason at all... which actually makes me think alot badly these few days.... nobody likes 2 b lonely... n tis i know it... coz when u're lonely... u'll start 2 think a lot nonsensely... same 2 me as well.... we're still human... so know we juz need 2 accept da fact on how 2 let go although it's a lil' bit early... i may admit tat i'm selfish... n i may admit tat i really know how 2 hurt ppl then got regretted after that... then after that i dun wanna save bak da relationship... no matter it's family, love or frens.... i will not save bak until some1 says tat 2 me... coz i'm not tat kind of ppl hu gives in so easily....

i'm sorry of my foolish decision... i know u got hurt by me... but so as well as me... coz wad i told u b4... doesn't seem 2 change... i'm not a patient gal... tis is wad i get in d end... mayb i'm juz too selfish... i wan everything 2 b wad i wan.... so sorry for tis decision... u're not a bad guy.... n i know deep inside there tat u're as weak as any1 else... but juz so sorry that i had already made tis decision.. n i dun think tat it could b rewind bak... juz hate me for wad i had done... coz it will actually make me feel better...